I'm bored tonight. And when I'm bored, I'm stuck on my PC reading blogs and playing Minesweeper. So I sait to myself, why don't I update my blog here, something I haven't done for a year and two days. But now I realize that I'm so bored I think of absolutely nothing to say. I'm not a good blogger, eh! Well, I'll make am effort tonight! I'd like to update more often, eh!
So my semester have ended last week. This concludes my first year since my return to school, and I realize I have experienced social difficulties. I have been unable to make friends among other students, although I have been invited a couple of times at the pub with a bunch of students. I had the same social difficulties at high scool and college before, so I'm kinda used to that. But surprisingly, I had no problem making good relations at work. I've seen that every time I speak is for sharing knowledge, either about IT and technology stuff, or encyclopedia-like explanations, and I can understand that many people find this unattractive. I've always acted unconciously in order to show others that I'm intelligent and knowledgeable, although this isn't very profitable for social interactions.
I got my results of this semester, and my average score has fallen down to A (last semester it was almost A+) and I'm a bit disappointed. My girlfriend is angry at me because she thinks this is a good score. I agree with her, but at the same time I have very big expectations towards myself, and I feel I must be better than anybody else.
So, throughout my first year at school, I found out that I'm still the loner I was in my teenage years, but I've gained a lot of self confidence in terms of academic potential. As a former college drop-out, I'm generally satisfied of what I have done at school this year. I think for year 2008 I'll try hard to socialize with other students... but I still don't know how and to be honest, it somewhat terrorrizes me. I'll try my best. For now, I'll mostly concentrate in learning all I have to learn and keep having good academic results. I think, in sum, this year has been mostly positive, and I'll try to keep on that way.
Oh, and Happy New Year everyone!
So my semester have ended last week. This concludes my first year since my return to school, and I realize I have experienced social difficulties. I have been unable to make friends among other students, although I have been invited a couple of times at the pub with a bunch of students. I had the same social difficulties at high scool and college before, so I'm kinda used to that. But surprisingly, I had no problem making good relations at work. I've seen that every time I speak is for sharing knowledge, either about IT and technology stuff, or encyclopedia-like explanations, and I can understand that many people find this unattractive. I've always acted unconciously in order to show others that I'm intelligent and knowledgeable, although this isn't very profitable for social interactions.
I got my results of this semester, and my average score has fallen down to A (last semester it was almost A+) and I'm a bit disappointed. My girlfriend is angry at me because she thinks this is a good score. I agree with her, but at the same time I have very big expectations towards myself, and I feel I must be better than anybody else.
So, throughout my first year at school, I found out that I'm still the loner I was in my teenage years, but I've gained a lot of self confidence in terms of academic potential. As a former college drop-out, I'm generally satisfied of what I have done at school this year. I think for year 2008 I'll try hard to socialize with other students... but I still don't know how and to be honest, it somewhat terrorrizes me. I'll try my best. For now, I'll mostly concentrate in learning all I have to learn and keep having good academic results. I think, in sum, this year has been mostly positive, and I'll try to keep on that way.
Oh, and Happy New Year everyone!
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