So its 5.40am and im at the gas station cause my tank is empty and I see a sign saying "free coffee with each fill up" and im like "woo" because it is freezing and im tired.
I finish fueling up and start walking over to get my free coffee and see on the sign that it says frm 7am to 7pm.
I finish fueling up and start walking over to get my free coffee and see on the sign that it says frm 7am to 7pm.
i used to hate symmetry but recently i have been digging it so i set to work stretching my right ear to match my left, and as of last night i am 1 size away 
i am so excited. i have spent the morning adding hangers to my wishlist on painful pleasures instead of working, but who can work when you are one guage away from wearing 2 amazing chunky curvy awesome hangers!!!!!!!!
http://www.painfulpleasures.com/xcart/customer/product.php?productid=4556&cat=0&page=11
(example of the awesomeness in my very near future!!!!!!)
i am so excited. i have spent the morning adding hangers to my wishlist on painful pleasures instead of working, but who can work when you are one guage away from wearing 2 amazing chunky curvy awesome hangers!!!!!!!!http://www.painfulpleasures.com/xcart/customer/product.php?productid=4556&cat=0&page=11
(example of the awesomeness in my very near future!!!!!!)
we were in vegas at the weekend, and although the heat there at the mo is pretty damned intense, it beats the gloomyness of san francisco. our house is just south enough that it gets the daly city fog, gah, makes me depressed, its like being back in the uk
im feeling kind of weird about life just now because i feel good about where i am at just now (good relationship, job, new baby) but i also have this big looming feeling of sadness, mostly about unused talants, it is leaving me feeling restless and sort of anxious
so 2 weeks ago i was in the hospital with pregnancy complications, i stayed a couple of days and was told to be on bedrest until my csection on May 9th. i thought time was going to drag but its just the opposite, time is moving waaaaaay fast
ive been really reflective recently, i think sometimes i just chug along and seem to get deeper and deeper into a rut , living a way i dont want to. so ive woken up and changed that. just because i have to do a boring job that i dont want to do doesnt mean it has to dominate my life, its just a portion of it and i am trying to go into work, switch off my brain and switch it back on when i leave
so i totally know this is not a good idea but i started talking to my ex again, someone should hit me with something
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