Spring Breakers directed byHarmony Korine is my favorite film this year so far. Selena Gomez is great in an adult role.. Vanessa Hudgens (WOW) is just as good. Both get away from being Disney break outs. James Franco plays a role that only I can see James playing. Think Oliver Stone's "Savages" from last year and this is right up there.
I got a new low, all 52 cards in a row. A cold shoulder left alone.....
I guess I have some closure now. Just not what I wanted to hear, or see.
When everything becomes undone, you have to bring it back to one.
Now I get it.......Screw it, I'm back.
I guess I have some closure now. Just not what I wanted to hear, or see.
When everything becomes undone, you have to bring it back to one.
Now I get it.......Screw it, I'm back.
Well the so called girl of my dreams is just that after all. A DREAM GIRL. I can't even believe the the amount of shit we have been through together to just let it all go. But I have too ,I guess. I've been there for her and I wont be anymore now. Women need a fucking book. You do everything right and be the nice respectable type but there will always be something missing.
Anyways I'm getting back to what I know best. Trying to move on from all the past shit I've done and start writing and making films again. I've been hiding from something for far to long and it's time I step up and do something about it.
Anyways I'm getting back to what I know best. Trying to move on from all the past shit I've done and start writing and making films again. I've been hiding from something for far to long and it's time I step up and do something about it.
Well ,the so called girl of my dreams is just that.....just a dream girl. I've met that someone and its just perfect. Everything about her is perfect. Likes....dislikes....into....hate....A-Z. All the same. I've never met anyone that I could connect with until her. I now realize, that some things are just left to a dream.
We both have issues (Who the fuck doesn't). I think mine are more darker and deeper than hers. But saying goodbye to someone you love and care about is more harder than anything I have ever done. I can't lose her again. I need her around. because she made me a better man, a better person in general. She was it.....So called one and only and I fucked it up again. Why is LOVE so god damn hard.
We both have issues (Who the fuck doesn't). I think mine are more darker and deeper than hers. But saying goodbye to someone you love and care about is more harder than anything I have ever done. I can't lose her again. I need her around. because she made me a better man, a better person in general. She was it.....So called one and only and I fucked it up again. Why is LOVE so god damn hard.
Its time for a change. My job is going nowhere and its about damn time for a new one. I should be using my degree and moving forward in life rather than being stuck in a dead end job. The timing is right to just leave and start over new.
On a new note, after fucking up with the girl of my dreams months ago, I might have a second chance on making things right. Since November I've just been a shitty mood. The past month I've never been happier. Its the best feeling/s I've had in a long time.
On a new note, after fucking up with the girl of my dreams months ago, I might have a second chance on making things right. Since November I've just been a shitty mood. The past month I've never been happier. Its the best feeling/s I've had in a long time.
New Year, new hopes and dreams. Hope 2012 is better than 2011.
My resolution is to stop fucking around and do something better in life!
My resolution is to stop fucking around and do something better in life!
FUCK MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
So, the so called "GIRL" of my dreams is with someone else. This I knew a few week ago when she told me. I worked with before she quit and never went after her until then. We started talking earlier summer and it blossomed into something....I thought. We have so much in common its insane. Thats the day my school boy crush turned into straight out hardcore feelings. I told her I liked her and how I thought she was gorgeous and beautiful and amazing......... She wanted me to come over one day and watch scary movies something we had in common and as I was on my way she bails on me, every fucking day that week she bailed. When I was in town she wanted to hang out for a few before she went to work and she never picked up the phone to text me back or when I called her. I waited a good 30 minutes for her ass and still not a fucking thing. Whenever she would feel down or depressed she talked to me, not her douche bag of a BFat the time.... She texted me to say she was "SINGLE" and to come over and hang out. Thats when I thought things were going good......NOPE ....again she bails. Not even a fucking week later maybe 3 days she's with someone else another douche bag. I like(ed) her a lot, she's amazing to talk to, we both agreed we have that connection
I still kinda want to be friends because I've never meet anyone else who I liked and had the same interests as me. That sound weird or crazy. Everyone else I talk to say I say I am.
I dont want to tell her to go fuck off, I've done that before, became the asshole women don't want to see from men. I'm not that guy, I'm nice and caring.......WHY IS IT THAT NICE GUYS DO FINISH LAST.
I guess I'm just a lonely hopeless romantic....sorry I'm not an asshole :
So, the so called "GIRL" of my dreams is with someone else. This I knew a few week ago when she told me. I worked with before she quit and never went after her until then. We started talking earlier summer and it blossomed into something....I thought. We have so much in common its insane. Thats the day my school boy crush turned into straight out hardcore feelings. I told her I liked her and how I thought she was gorgeous and beautiful and amazing......... She wanted me to come over one day and watch scary movies something we had in common and as I was on my way she bails on me, every fucking day that week she bailed. When I was in town she wanted to hang out for a few before she went to work and she never picked up the phone to text me back or when I called her. I waited a good 30 minutes for her ass and still not a fucking thing. Whenever she would feel down or depressed she talked to me, not her douche bag of a BFat the time.... She texted me to say she was "SINGLE" and to come over and hang out. Thats when I thought things were going good......NOPE ....again she bails. Not even a fucking week later maybe 3 days she's with someone else another douche bag. I like(ed) her a lot, she's amazing to talk to, we both agreed we have that connection
I still kinda want to be friends because I've never meet anyone else who I liked and had the same interests as me. That sound weird or crazy. Everyone else I talk to say I say I am.
I dont want to tell her to go fuck off, I've done that before, became the asshole women don't want to see from men. I'm not that guy, I'm nice and caring.......WHY IS IT THAT NICE GUYS DO FINISH LAST.
I guess I'm just a lonely hopeless romantic....sorry I'm not an asshole :
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