I'm afraid I'm not good at this blogging business. I used to do it all the time. I used to use this site called Melodramatic...maybe you've heard of it. Anyhow, I used to blog away day after day on there. Not all my blogs were lengthy. In truth, most were probably a line or two that summed up how I was feeling or what random thought I had. On that site, I could see who was reading my stuff, and even though people didn't always leave comments, they could leave little touches to let me know they liked it or whatever. On here though, I have no clue if anyone reads my stuff. So I haven't been compelled to write. In truth, I haven't been too sure about hanging out on here much longer. I like it. It's fun. But I haven't made many friends on here. Most of that is my fault for not being super active. I come and look at the pictures, follow up on my favorite suicide girls and hopefulls, and occaisionally check out my groups and take part in a post or two. But I don't feel like I click her. I might just be reading too much into it, since I was never all that popular on Melo either. But there I made some good friends outside of the site and met the mother of my child. So I'm giving SG another four months to show me what it's got. I'm trying to be more active; joined some more groups, leaving more comments, writing this blog...

So I start school tomorrow. Will be going to a carreer focused school called Brown Mackie College. It will give me my associates degree, which I will use to get a better job. I know for academics I won't likely be able to transfer on to another school, but I'm not too conerned about that. I'm ready to be taken seriously professionally and it seems the only thing holding me back is a lack of college expirience. Two years isn't too bad and and won't too bad and won't set me back finacially. I'll be able to work full time while I go, so that's a big plus. My...

I'm afraid I'm not good at this blogging business. I used to do it all the time. I used to use this site called Melodramatic...maybe you've heard of it. Anyhow, I used to blog away day after day on there. Not all my blogs were lengthy. In truth, most were probably a line or two that summed up how I was feeling or what random thought I had. On that site, I could see who was reading my stuff, and even though people didn't always leave comments, they could leave little touches to let me know they liked it or whatever. On here though, I have no clue if anyone reads my stuff. So I haven't been compelled to write. In truth, I haven't been too sure about hanging out on here much longer. I like it. It's fun. But I haven't made many friends on here. Most of that is my fault for not being super active. I come and look at the pictures, follow up on my favorite suicide girls and hopefulls, and occaisionally check out my groups and take part in a post or two. But I don't feel like I click her. I might just be reading too much into it, since I was never all that popular on Melo either. But there I made some good friends outside of the site and met the mother of my child. So I'm giving SG another four months to show me what it's got. I'm trying to be more active; joined some more groups, leaving more comments, writing this blog...

So I start school tomorrow. Will be going to a carreer focused school called Brown Mackie College. It will give me my associates degree, which I will use to get a better job. I know for academics I won't likely be able to transfer on to another school, but I'm not too conerned about that. I'm ready to be taken seriously professionally and it seems the only thing holding me back is a lack of college expirience. Two years isn't too bad and and won't too bad and won't set me back finacially. I'll be able to work full time while I go, so that's a big plus. My personal life might take a hit, but I'll do what I need to in order to give my boy a little more in life.
So, I'll wrap this up with my favorite quote, "Carthage must be destroyed," and I'll see you people around.