Yeah definitely a loong day. Been a lot of ups and downs. Getting ready to head out to do a little thing in honor of dad. Missing him lots right now. It's hard when one of the biggest people in your life leaves this world to early. Things are rough all around in my world right now I just don't know what to do. I try to think of what would be best but nothing seems right no matter what. My life just seems to be a test of how much pain can I take. Wish I had someone here to help me in my little world.
Tomorrow is going to be a looong day. Starting off with dr appt in the am with a long drive to get there and back. After that a bunch of us are going to listen to some music and then do a little ceremony after for the one year ann of my father passing. MISS YOU LOTS DAD!! 
I will never forget the way you passed. After all of us waiting all day for you to pass you had the last say. A husband had his last "dance" with his wife and at the end of your song you "said" your last "i love you" and passed on. One could not ask for a better way to say good bye.
I will never forget the way you passed. After all of us waiting all day for you to pass you had the last say. A husband had his last "dance" with his wife and at the end of your song you "said" your last "i love you" and passed on. One could not ask for a better way to say good bye.
Would like to see them live myself someday [YOUTUBE]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0U0QYA1_et8[/YOUTUBE]
It would've been nice to get a good night sleep but that's to much to ask. Uggghhhh it's going to be a long day on basicly a nap. At least I have a 2 hour drive to wake up.
Off to go watch my baby girl cheer!! Her team got second last week so hopefully we can get first this week!!

