well i am back for how long no fucking idea. my family has had a huge mind fuck. still single after all this while and i don't know what to think anymore. if anyone wants to call me my cell number is 815-922-6315

well i am back for a bit now i have posted my cell number on here so if anyone wants to call me to talk they can. i miss everyone i really do so please contact and continue to make me feel missed.

well i am back for abit i am still on the hunt damn it this sucks but my band is offical lanore is the name yes a poe referrence. if there is any one who wants to talk to me give me a call on my cell it is (815)922-6315. it is on me all the damn time if i dont answer i am at home at work or sleeping leave a message or i wont know who it is and say you are a freind of mine from sg here and say your screen name too. and miss vamp thanks for asking i am ALIVE and seemingly well. lol. love you guys be back soon bye bye for now...........

ok as you place the cd in the player the anticipation kicks in as your here time to kill kick in you feel that the eternity of a wait is over. as the hair stands up and shiver shoots down your spine like you just walked out in to the freezing cold as the piano plays and the everythings else kicks in you then know that you are listening to something written possiblely by a god. as the cd continues your now certain this is what is going to be a dark story of tragedy and hell. mercy me, burn, dethbed, prevent this tragedy, even time to kill have to be some of the most amazing parts of this album the whole thing is pure and honest to the wait that we were given three dates later may 24 will go down as the day that alkaline trio made damn sure that they will forever be herd no one can tell me and others otherwise this is a just plain and simple a great album ask laughingatoblivion he will say the exact samething. for those who have no idea what i am talking about the new alkaline trio cut from hell crimson. listen to it.




and yes i am still looking for a girlfriend. thanks for the posts i will loook in to them all but if anyone else wants to jump on the bandwagon, post

so yeah i wanted to add to my last post that was like a minute or so ago. yeah i need a girlf friend badly. i hate being alone. will someone be my girlfriend

damn i need a girlfriend badly. lonelyness sucks.

well i talked to her breifly lastnight. the girl i talked about in my last post it was ironic that radio by alkaline trio was playing at that very moment.

well i read that someone i have been nose over tail for page and i saw something that made me hope that is was a joke on it there is a link to someone elses page, and what saw crushed me i felt the knife get reinserted in to my heart. plaese tell me you were joking plaese tell me it is an inside joke i confiding my feelings to you and i thought you did too. i let my guard down and handed all trust to you when i thought i would never trust another girl. you told me that it would not be possible for us to be together because you being in school. please tell me this is just me over reacting please tell me.

well it is time for me to get a new tattoo or two thinking about what to get to fit with my last two i like dark and macbre any suggestions let me. for those people too lazy i will try to put the pics of them up on here no guarentees. i miss someone very much i hope to talk to her very very very soon you know who you are.

well here it is my new pics and my tats. just look in my pics page the first three are them.