Had a great time last night at Sham-Rock Ink' Roll 3! Ended up staying later than planned to support my friend who entered the pinup contest and won it! Plus the guy who was playing photog for the event bailed on them and because I was there and taking pictures as well I was recruited for the job. Ended up at the after party with the band and pinup girls. It was a good night for sure and will not be forgotten.

Setting some goals for myself. Sadly I have a tendency for self destruction, which although I'm aware of I do it, I can't seem to stop myself. If all things go well, I'll be able to start posting happier status updates soon!

Things still suck for me right now. Dreams are starting to give me problems. Causing thoughts I'm really not happy with, but am strong enough to ignore.

I need to go see someone, maybe try medication. Depression has plagued me for too long.

Suddenly unsure of everything. Depression hit me like a truck today. I'm just sort of going through the motions. Not sure what to do.

We shall see.

So, an update for those who care.

I have recently lost my job in Ohio, forcing me to move back to WV to live with my parents. Not the most ideal of situations, but honestly, it gives me a chance to get my shit together. And I feel as if that's something I really need to do. I finished the move just Saturday, and now I am looking at job prospects, and the possibility of going back to school. Just need to figure out what I want to do with the rest of my life.

In other news, I have a new girlfriend, which is a weird concept after being married for 7 years. It's been a year since our separation and I feel like it's time to move on. We've been together almost two months only, so we will see how things go. So far so good, and I can see this going somewhere. It's exciting!



Plus she puts up with my weird. Haha

More to come later, as long as I remember.

I have a new crush, who is crushing back.

RIP Steve Jobs



As an almost exclusive apple user, and a fan, this is very sad new.

A quick update why not? Things are going well. Training is, as always, boring. But I've made a few friends and am starting to wrap my head around everything. Got my first test tomorrow, so we will see how I do. I feel fairly confident, but that could be a false sense of understanding. We shall see I suppose. Trying to figure out just when I'll be back to WV for a visit. Probably another week or so, just too burnt out from training at the moment honestly to make the trip right now. Plus I'll have another test on Tuesday, and need to spend some of this weekend studying. And now I will end this horrible wall of text that is mostly unimportant.

I've also been sort of seeing a girl, and really hope this works out. I'm a bit in

I'm starting to get settled in here in Ohio. Things are going well, nothing really exciting to announce except that for the first time in a year I have high speed internet again, and don't have to rely just on my phone. I forgot what it was like honestly, and have to say I love nothing more than Netflix right now. Work starts on Monday, which is the only thing I'm even a little anxious about. Going to go this weekend, or possibly Friday and do laundry if I can find a laundromat so that I'm all set for the week. I know...my life is so grand and exciting isn't it? But this is all in a new city, in a new state, 5 hours away from the place I called home, so to me it is exciting. Life is beginning anew....let's just hope it agrees with me.

So a quick update. I got the job, and I got the apartment I was after. I'm officially moving to Ohio this weekend.