i'm so much in love. i have never, from anyone, felt the love that i feel for and from my Sarah. She's so amazing and we have the most MIND BLOWING sex ever!!!!! I want to spend the rest of my life with her.

So, Sarah and I are official and the sex is great!! lol, not sure where things are going but i'm ok with that.

Ok, this wonderful woman from my previous blog..... Her birthday was last Thursday, we had made plans to go star gazing as there was a meteor shower. I hadn't heard from her in a couple days, so I dropped by. She had been asleep on her kitchen floor. She aparently has serious sleep issues and yeah....idk. Well she kicked me out after a few minutes because she 'needed to concentrate'. Here it is, Sunday, and I broke down and messaged her saying 'Hey Sarah, hope things are ok and you're having a great weekend'. Maybe she's passed out, i just don't know anymore. I can't stand being ignored, especially after daily communication for pretty much the last 3 weeks. I just don't know what to think anymore. I'm hurt, mad and totally frustrated. Why is it that every girl i like does this to me?

On the bright side, i got offered a new job friday, $4 an hour raise, but over nights and have to manage to pass a UA tomorrow, which shouldn't be an issue, and a background check, which also shouldn't be an issue. I start the 21st training 7am-3pm for 2 weeks then my normal schedule tues-sat 11pm to 7am.

I am totally and completely screwed. I may have met my future wife. A long time ago in elementary school. FB brought us together and I am so gonna fall in love if given the chance.

https://petitions.whitehouse.gov/petition/refuse-request-recent-states-secession-these-united-states/RyhNvYXY

this is a petition in response to the recent petitions in the US to request peaceful secession of 22+ states from the US. This would be step back from a globalized society and hardest on the poor and middle class of these states. The people who are requesting this are not thinking of the consequences of their actions and think that b/c their candidate lost the election, this is an ok way to respond. THIS IS NOT OK!!!!

I'm so incredibly frustrated with stupid bullshit. Why can't i meet a woman who seems to like me and actually does. This latest one seemed to like me but randomly isn't giving me the time of day. I"m soo fucking done with this shit!!!!




do any women out there actually want a nice guy or just like assholes?

First and foremost, i have little experience in dating in my adult life. I hate dating. I have even less experience dating a single mom.

This woman is amazing- see previous blog, but she hasn't returned a text in a few days. We've talked on Facebook, but I suggested lunch again this week since we failed on her b-day due to work schedules, and no response. She commented on a FB post i made about needing a toaster and she did say that she had one i could have.

I just don't know what to think. with my work schedule and her's, plus her daughter, i know it sucks, but she seemed so into me. One of my female friends says that if she really was into me, she'd want to spend time with me. we had agreed to take it slow. i just don't know what to think.

should i keep pestering her with nice texts about wishing her a great day? should i give her space and come back to me in her own time?

any and all advice welcome.

A friend of mine, well technically an ex, but she's one of my best friends. Well she was getting married and as I was single and going, i had to know if anyone was going who was single. There was 1, and we chatted a bit, but she was seeing someone and she brought him to the wedding. My friend, Faith, was disappointed for me and was saying how he's nice to look at but not a brain in his body, it won't last. Well, it didn't last and we've been on 2 dates and she's fucking amazing.

She's sexy.
Beautiful
Dorky in all the right ways.
Honest
Unapologetic
Apparently a freak, though we haven't slept together yet, which i fucking love!!!! it's nice to get to know someone before hand. I could see myself falling in love with her. I'm guarded and so is she, so we're taking things slow. We've both been hurt before, so it's nice. ( really baked right now lol, i'm so rambling )

she has the nicest lips i've ever kissed and when she smiles, which is often, the room just lights up. I can't help but smile at her.

she's into astronomy and shares similar spiritual beliefs.

she pinched me on our first date, to make sure i was real. i thought it was cute and it did inflate my ego a bit.

I can't wait to see her again and it will only be about a day!

hey people come on and leave one of my favorite ladies some lovin!! it's been a year since she's had a set go live!

http://suicidegirls.com/members/Lee/albums/site/28201/

http://suicidegirls.com/members/Lee/albums/site/29777/

there's even 2 options!

i love you all, but i love you more if you leave Lee some lovin

for the first time in my life, i find myself dating 2 women. 1. cute cool chick, fun in bed, just not as interesting as 2. 2. went to school with her but haven't really seen her since middle school or longer, nerdy, sexy just amazing. i've never really met a woman who can stimulate me intellectually as her. first date set for Thursday evening. really crushing on her. we've been talking on FB on a regular basis for a month and she LOVES talking to me. we have a ton in common but not carbon copies. i'm excited. #1 can't hold a candle to her. i kind of feel like a dick about using 1 for sex, but she lives hella far away and understands where i'm at in my life. i don't look forward to telling her i'm starting a relationship with someone else (if it goes that way with 2) when i told her i didn't want one. oh well. gotta do what's right for me and i see nothing serious with 1 or sparks. i want sparks.