We're not going to make it
Ever have that feeling? Like just realized that if it came to it, you wouldn't fight to get what you want as the next guy over has the inside fast track? Then you realize that you're thinking the one thing you never should be thinking and get pissed at yourself for thinking it.
Other things:
1. Going to sit down and write a novel. Nanowrimo is right around the corner and I think I can finally tell a story that is a) mature and b) not genre.
2. I'm doing two things in terms of projects. I am writing some small comic scripts, as in 3 to 8 pages a peice, and they all take place in the same small town. It's semi biographical as I've witnessed almost every story. Any artists willing to make 5 to 10 dollars a page keep your eyes on the jobs board because that's how I'm going to list it. I want to publish it when it gets to forty or so pages. I know it's shit nothing for art but I'm poor and I can at least guarantee payment on completion.
3. I'm also getting my flash skills out for a cartoon on The Squares. Or movie maker and photoshop, kicking it high school, yeah.
4. I'm going through that dejected/misanthopic phase where anyone who doesn't talk to me or return my messages is a pain in the ass is annoying. Job hunting without even a nibble of interest is fucking getting to me. I almost regret not spending more time playing video games. Which is impossible because if I didn't take the time to not play Batman Arkham City I would not get the opportunity to be pissed nobody is showing interest in me.
5. Also, the government comes a collecting on me student loans next month. As in two weeks. If it's anything like the college tuition payment plan... At least my credit score will go up when I pay off the loans.
6. I forgot to do something really important and I really hope me being three days late paying something doesn't show on my credit report. It wasn't a credit card but I really hope the late fee was all that I have to worry about.
Also, ever see something that gets to you? Something that you force yourself not to think about. I had one of those and I've been trying to find some old music I lost the cd I had of it. Here's some of the music I found.
Ever have that feeling? Like just realized that if it came to it, you wouldn't fight to get what you want as the next guy over has the inside fast track? Then you realize that you're thinking the one thing you never should be thinking and get pissed at yourself for thinking it.
Other things:
1. Going to sit down and write a novel. Nanowrimo is right around the corner and I think I can finally tell a story that is a) mature and b) not genre.
2. I'm doing two things in terms of projects. I am writing some small comic scripts, as in 3 to 8 pages a peice, and they all take place in the same small town. It's semi biographical as I've witnessed almost every story. Any artists willing to make 5 to 10 dollars a page keep your eyes on the jobs board because that's how I'm going to list it. I want to publish it when it gets to forty or so pages. I know it's shit nothing for art but I'm poor and I can at least guarantee payment on completion.
3. I'm also getting my flash skills out for a cartoon on The Squares. Or movie maker and photoshop, kicking it high school, yeah.
4. I'm going through that dejected/misanthopic phase where anyone who doesn't talk to me or return my messages is a pain in the ass is annoying. Job hunting without even a nibble of interest is fucking getting to me. I almost regret not spending more time playing video games. Which is impossible because if I didn't take the time to not play Batman Arkham City I would not get the opportunity to be pissed nobody is showing interest in me.
5. Also, the government comes a collecting on me student loans next month. As in two weeks. If it's anything like the college tuition payment plan... At least my credit score will go up when I pay off the loans.
6. I forgot to do something really important and I really hope me being three days late paying something doesn't show on my credit report. It wasn't a credit card but I really hope the late fee was all that I have to worry about.
Also, ever see something that gets to you? Something that you force yourself not to think about. I had one of those and I've been trying to find some old music I lost the cd I had of it. Here's some of the music I found.
OCT 27, 2011 07:32 AM
OCT 28, 2011 05:42 AM
thanks 
i like it too
