To me, this site is not only a great place to meet people and share similar interests it is also a haven for liberation. Pure 100% liberation.
You know, despite modeling since I was young, when I hit 18 I didn't run off into nude modeling. Not even topless. I enjoyed the tease and doing fetish and pin-up.
It was only in 2012 that I finally got the confidence from within to get out there and take my clothes off. It was scary as hell but truly one of the times in my life I have felt the most liberated. Ever.
From that day on I never looked back. Friends and people around me would dish out their comments. Usually negative and thinking that next I would go into porn. In my eyes porn isn't bad either. I have plenty of friends who work in porn. I personally would not but my life choices are nobodies concern! I work in porn sometimes doing web-design and videography and editing. It does not phase me in the slightest.
I can understand everyone is brought up differently with different morals and some people will never understand the liberation I feel with what I do in my life and careers and for personal enjoyment, but, I could quite frankly not give a damn. For am I full of strength and life is far too short to spend waking moments caring what others think.
Do you have that burning desire within yourself to go out and do something in particular? Maybe it's getting naked like me. Or maybe it's living our your fetish fantasies... Or maybe it's something as simple as taking a damn good holiday away alone... Whatever it is, you go do it! Of course I'm not saying do anything that will hurt others... As long as nobody gets hurt in a bad way ;) then all is good!
I always thought I was fat and had hang ups about my body. Just like most people do. Nobody is perfect and everyone has something they don't like about themselves. But I got to a stage of realizing I just wanted to make myself happy and that being happy was the most important thing. Along with healthy of course.
Everyday of my life I feel blessed that I'm here and able to do what I want and work hard to achieve and live out my dreams... I truly appreciate that I have the ability and the confidence to get out there and grab the opportunities infront of me. And if the opportunities aren't there... You create them ;)
All too often, I see people too scared... Too worried... Too much in a panic to do what they want and to live out their dreams... We get one shot at this life and the time is NOW to make it what you want it to be. If you keep thinking "tomorrow" then that day will never come.
Working in the industries I work in I often do sadly see girls getting naked and doing things they don't really want to be doing in order to make money and "go places". It's sad... Get naked and do things for the right reasons :)
Anyways, going off track here... I just wanted to express how liberation is important and you should never feel shy to push yourself to do what you really crave...
Life has many beautiful experiences to offer. And I cannot wait to grab more of them...