YAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYY!!!!
I hold in my hands my very own copy of the long awaited Wednesday 13's Transylvania 90210. Holy shit it rocks out too. You all need to pick it up...or download it, or whatever. I'm so happy! LoooK! I'm such a dork.
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I hold in my hands my very own copy of the long awaited Wednesday 13's Transylvania 90210. Holy shit it rocks out too. You all need to pick it up...or download it, or whatever. I'm so happy! LoooK! I'm such a dork.
13 smileysAlright time for some shitty self loathing...
Sometimes i really do feel like a big damn loser. I mean really...i dont do anything. I DONT. Why? Cause i'm really really shy, quiet, and hermit like, and places with a lot of people scare me. Yeah...its sad. I dont party...i'm one year shy of legal drinking here in Amuuurica, so i cant go out drinking at clubs or anything. Not to mention i work third shift, so that basically puts the biggest damper on your social life that you could imagine. I never get a saturday off or anything...so what the fuck. The only nights i have off are week nights, theres nothing to do in this shithole town...fuck i'm so tired of sitting here at the computer on these nights wishing i had somewhere better to be...but even if i did...i would probably be way too antisocial about it to fucking go. I HATE ANXIETY PROBLEMS!!!!!! Fuck man. Fuck this. Fuck all of this. I hope things get better once I move to Lansing...i mean they should...its one of the bigger towns we have in michigan. I just want to get away from this shithole and go somewhere where things actually happen. Fuck this place. Fuck fuck fuck. I hate feeling like this. I'm so socially inept. I wish i wasnt. I wish the thought of meeting new people didnt make me want to vomit in fear. I wish you understood.
Sometimes i really do feel like a big damn loser. I mean really...i dont do anything. I DONT. Why? Cause i'm really really shy, quiet, and hermit like, and places with a lot of people scare me. Yeah...its sad. I dont party...i'm one year shy of legal drinking here in Amuuurica, so i cant go out drinking at clubs or anything. Not to mention i work third shift, so that basically puts the biggest damper on your social life that you could imagine. I never get a saturday off or anything...so what the fuck. The only nights i have off are week nights, theres nothing to do in this shithole town...fuck i'm so tired of sitting here at the computer on these nights wishing i had somewhere better to be...but even if i did...i would probably be way too antisocial about it to fucking go. I HATE ANXIETY PROBLEMS!!!!!! Fuck man. Fuck this. Fuck all of this. I hope things get better once I move to Lansing...i mean they should...its one of the bigger towns we have in michigan. I just want to get away from this shithole and go somewhere where things actually happen. Fuck this place. Fuck fuck fuck. I hate feeling like this. I'm so socially inept. I wish i wasnt. I wish the thought of meeting new people didnt make me want to vomit in fear. I wish you understood.
posing in front of my toys...look at my frankenstein! he's new!
now i need a bride for him. i want the universal studios silver screen edition of both of them, their so nice.
alright here's some craptastic pictures of my new tat...they really dont do it service, but its all i have for now. so enjoy!
i'm so happy with it!
i'm so happy with it!
if i cut off your arms
if i cut off your legs
would you still love me anyway?
if you're bound and your gagged
draped and displayed
would you still love me anyway?
why dont you love me anyway....
theres a couple more pics in my cam phone pics folder.
if i cut off your legs
would you still love me anyway?
if you're bound and your gagged
draped and displayed
would you still love me anyway?
why dont you love me anyway....
theres a couple more pics in my cam phone pics folder.
i wish i had insurance...or just enough money to have a therapist talk at me weekly. i need it. oh and guess what... i'm supposed to be getting tattooed right now...but i'm sitting at home on my ass....cause i'm pretty sure i shut off my alarm clock in my sleep and i didnt wake up til an hour after my appt was supposed to be. i feel so bad. fuck man...i'm gonna give corey a big ass tip tomorrow for rescheduling me so quick. i feel like a douche. 
seriously man, tell my biological clock to shut the fuck up. i do not want kids. nope nope nope. so fuck you motherly instinct! stop making every little girl look so cute. stop making happy modded couples and their cute little children look like so much fun. just cause i think it'd be fun and all....MEANS NOTHING! fuck you vagina! BAH!
