kind of a weird question...
did any of you know a guy on SG,
he was a piercer, had HUMONGOUS stretched lobes
he was kinda heavy, really beautiful
from Minnesota...
?????
its important
did any of you know a guy on SG,
he was a piercer, had HUMONGOUS stretched lobes
he was kinda heavy, really beautiful
from Minnesota...
?????
its important
mmmeee meee mee.....miiiii miii miii
thursday i ovulated
i had to drive more than i wanted to (for a fucking change)
i got to see people i love and play "car" with their kittles
i had to, ok, ok, got to rescue a stranded friend
i didn't get home until late, then had to walk the one of the dogs even though it was windy and weird outside
(i live in a small town where some of, some of the creepiest films ever shot were shot, its the smallest town i have ever lived in, there are no other queers from what i can tell, i live in the house that children walk by, run by whispering that it is haunted, which it is not, but it has not been PAINTED since the '30s...my partner and i are both young, but the kids seem to think we are grownups but our neighbours think we're kids...)
when it is windy out, i'm embarrassed to say this, but i can't hear as well, so i get creeped out more easily. Now i'll say that i walked around alone as a teenager all hours of the night in the tenderloin, looking to get fucked with, i was tough, i also lived alone in downtown seattle and Never, Never got creeped, (seattle is the wussiest place ive ever been though) but still now, in this little nothing town, i am totally at risk of getting scared
daddy_01 thinks maybe it is because i put my self in so many risky situations in the past and never (or rarely) cared or worried, that now i get to be paranoid
so friday
work until the light of day has dwindled
drive far
meet a new woman
go and see *sparrowson* hooray at the paradox (its on the calendar) with black and with a boy that is my friend, that is cute and sweet and good, but is a child and anyway, i sat on his lap for like two seconds last week and it sparked blacks jealousy or fear...same thing i reluctantly now happily (truly) converted to monogamy for this relationship so we will see how fun that is
uhm and black was cranky again this morning at least he got a shot yesterday...i had kind of a silly thought about god that made me happy and he kinda shot me down i got angry, i apologized and then he apologized too but you know
lincolns and loneliness,
busted nose
thursday i ovulated
i had to drive more than i wanted to (for a fucking change)
i got to see people i love and play "car" with their kittles
i had to, ok, ok, got to rescue a stranded friend
i didn't get home until late, then had to walk the one of the dogs even though it was windy and weird outside
(i live in a small town where some of, some of the creepiest films ever shot were shot, its the smallest town i have ever lived in, there are no other queers from what i can tell, i live in the house that children walk by, run by whispering that it is haunted, which it is not, but it has not been PAINTED since the '30s...my partner and i are both young, but the kids seem to think we are grownups but our neighbours think we're kids...)
when it is windy out, i'm embarrassed to say this, but i can't hear as well, so i get creeped out more easily. Now i'll say that i walked around alone as a teenager all hours of the night in the tenderloin, looking to get fucked with, i was tough, i also lived alone in downtown seattle and Never, Never got creeped, (seattle is the wussiest place ive ever been though) but still now, in this little nothing town, i am totally at risk of getting scared
daddy_01 thinks maybe it is because i put my self in so many risky situations in the past and never (or rarely) cared or worried, that now i get to be paranoid
so friday
work until the light of day has dwindled
drive far
meet a new woman
go and see *sparrowson* hooray at the paradox (its on the calendar) with black and with a boy that is my friend, that is cute and sweet and good, but is a child and anyway, i sat on his lap for like two seconds last week and it sparked blacks jealousy or fear...same thing i reluctantly now happily (truly) converted to monogamy for this relationship so we will see how fun that is
uhm and black was cranky again this morning at least he got a shot yesterday...i had kind of a silly thought about god that made me happy and he kinda shot me down i got angry, i apologized and then he apologized too but you know
lincolns and loneliness,
busted nose
this is splendid, i complain about charlie's yesterday and i was there twice last night...once for coffee early and later for dinner...oh well
so more importantly, i like being a patient tolerant, friendly person, i aim for that, but today, i want to bludgeon my co-workers
"black" was cranky yesterday but then he bought me presents. he was treated rudely in some antique stores...no one would help him at a car dealership and then he got hit on. i'll elaborate more on the discrimination another time...
so "lord" told me i have to come up with $900 and then start getting ready to head to britain to take care of some business...(i cried at charlie's)
i'm fiesty
my friend is having surgery
the sunrise was unreal
i have strange friends
knee highs and neck-ties,
busted nose
so more importantly, i like being a patient tolerant, friendly person, i aim for that, but today, i want to bludgeon my co-workers
"black" was cranky yesterday but then he bought me presents. he was treated rudely in some antique stores...no one would help him at a car dealership and then he got hit on. i'll elaborate more on the discrimination another time...
so "lord" told me i have to come up with $900 and then start getting ready to head to britain to take care of some business...(i cried at charlie's)
i'm fiesty
my friend is having surgery
the sunrise was unreal
i have strange friends
knee highs and neck-ties,
busted nose
last night turned out to be a BORED meeting and bowling was a burden...
on the other hand i have double booked for tonight with two of my babies, maybe we can all work together
i don't have an exciting wednesday night routine anymore. i'm not really sure where to go nowadays, i want to be able to smoke, but i don't want to have to cover a minimum (ie $4 @ Charlie's when i just want coffee or Septieme for that matter) oh, and i like being dry which kills Vivace unless there are enough laps that the rain doesn't matter... i can't wait until i don't have to drive 1,783 miles a day just to live my life.
i must be a good employee today, i want to, i'd just rather look at naked girls and play and smoke
...
at least i'll get to see most of my friends tonight and maybe have the opportunity to show some love
wingnuts and wool,
busted nose
on the other hand i have double booked for tonight with two of my babies, maybe we can all work together
i don't have an exciting wednesday night routine anymore. i'm not really sure where to go nowadays, i want to be able to smoke, but i don't want to have to cover a minimum (ie $4 @ Charlie's when i just want coffee or Septieme for that matter) oh, and i like being dry which kills Vivace unless there are enough laps that the rain doesn't matter... i can't wait until i don't have to drive 1,783 miles a day just to live my life.
i must be a good employee today, i want to, i'd just rather look at naked girls and play and smoke
...at least i'll get to see most of my friends tonight and maybe have the opportunity to show some love
wingnuts and wool,
busted nose
i suppose i'll pick this up again...
ok
"black" has a sex drive again, it is thrilling, i think we had sex four times this weekend which is more than we've had for months! He put in a new bathroom floor for us. I don't think i like it but i do think it will be good for pictures.
i miss sf. we are going for my birthday and we are going to have a big ol' party
"dad_1" stretched my ears for me on Friday..oh! and i wore chuck taylors and a camel hair coat to the grocery store at three in the morning...
tonight i am going to spend money on people i love and then i have a board meeting but, THEN i get to go bowling with some boys...
marbles and matchbooks,
busted nose
ok
"black" has a sex drive again, it is thrilling, i think we had sex four times this weekend which is more than we've had for months! He put in a new bathroom floor for us. I don't think i like it but i do think it will be good for pictures.
i miss sf. we are going for my birthday and we are going to have a big ol' party
"dad_1" stretched my ears for me on Friday..oh! and i wore chuck taylors and a camel hair coat to the grocery store at three in the morning...
tonight i am going to spend money on people i love and then i have a board meeting but, THEN i get to go bowling with some boys...
marbles and matchbooks,
busted nose
