our house was broken into yesterday.

the most important thing is that we (especially my hunny) weren't hurt. it is just such an awful feeling. they got away with hunny's computer (that he built himself) about 300 or so dvds, both our digital cameras, about 1300 cash i had stashed in my piggy bank. i know, what the fuck was i doing with that kind of money in the house? i would come home from work and put my tips in there. kind of like an emergency fund. the fuckers found it.

i know it could have been a lot worse. i think they got scared off because the bottom of our cd shelves were untouched. so there is the fear and question if they are coming back for the stuff they missed? i haven't been able to stop crying and the sleeping pills i took last night didn't even knock me out. i slept a little, but managed to keep waking up. now i have to get ready for work and try to keep a smile on my face. i'm not sure how easy that is going to be.

i think picture journal entries are fun, so here is my attempt at making one.

another road trip = a few more silly pics of me.



the golden gate bridge being eaten by fog.



we took a drive to point reyes. it is where the lighthouse that was in the movie the fog is. it took us about 4 hours to get there on horrible roads... but we still managed to get some pretty pictures.

these stairs are the same as walking a 30 story building.


this might be considered a "bad" picture as far as too much light vs. not enough light. i intentionally took it like that and for some reason i really like it.


wow... lots of pictures. there are more here if you are interested.

i am a dork.

we went to the beach today and i took some pictures.






i hope everyone has a good day.

ok... enough with that entry. i'm here for now.


and i took some really goofy pictures this weekend. you can find those here. i am the biggest dork ever.


have a wonderful day everyone.

i left here in november, and since then this place has changed even more than when i decided to leave. i feel like i don't know anyone here anymore. when i got notification that someone bought me a gift account i accepted it because there are people here that i miss. i just feel lost here now. since i left there have been 190 new girls go up. that is madness. i'm not sure how much i will be updating this, if i do at all. i will be stopping in to check on those of you on my friends list. i have missed you guys. <3

never thought you would see this day, did you? yeah, i didn't either. someone bought me a gift account so i thought i would say hi to my friends here. i miss you guys. <3 i had to alter my name a little since someone took my name in my absence.


so, how's it going?

member magenta...

july 2002 - november 18, 2004



it was a pleasure meeting you.

xbexmyxbelovedx@yahoo.com

i am so grateful for everyone i have gotten to meet here.


don't take things for granted, and appreciate beauty wherever you can find it. it is all around you.

blah

*distant*