sooo there i was, looking at my own ass, and i decided that this is really outdated. so here i am now, couch surfing (again) and curious as to how i got here. yeah.....

I'm moving to SoCal. I don't have a place... just going. Anyone need a roommate? I can pay like $500 a month and I have 2 dogs. I am allergic to cats so I couldn't live with someone that has 'em. Please help!!

Happy New Year!

I just got back from Puerto Rico for my b-day/ x-mas. It was fantastic!!!

I watched Metalocalypse when I got of work on the 31st.


Good times.

I have been working so much lately that i keep forgetting to eat. i think i've lost 5 punds already.... i keep getting headaches and feel nauseous often. help me Dr!

Anyone have a sidekick 3? I wanted to put olivias work on mine as the background...






it would be better than the stupid pink one i have now!

Yikes!!! I got lost from the internet for a while but never fear I'm back with a vengeance!!!!!

Truely in seeking out relationships it becomes truely difficult to communicate no matter how verbose one is. Sometimes words elude one or images so lustfully prepared in mind come out dull in description. The voice allows for mood, tone - sweetness or harshness that all the pucntuation in the world cannot imply. Honey sweet words or husky breaths.... leaves out the actual true sound. The true issue for me becomes time. Of course to be quick witted is amazing, but to be so while pontificating presents a rather insoluble problem. Nevertheless one must try.

What's up, Oakland?

so here i am in Vienna Austria and the group i'm with thought it would be fun to go to a karaoke bar. so i look on-line and i find the Rock Pub. It was one of the fews places that said they had karaoke on a Wednesday so I figured we may as well check it out. so we get to the bar and there's this sign out front with all these crosses through them (as in the no smoking sign). So there was a no peeing out front sign, a no singing loud outside sign, a no pigs sign, and a no techno sign. Already i was smiling. So we venture inside and upstairs they were playing some Metallica. Alright so prettty mellow. But downstairs they had on some Unholy Black Metal from Belgium.... Astriaal blasting through the closed door. As soon as i heard that my smirk became a shit-eating-grin. There were so many long-haired, black-clothes-wearing, smokin'-like-chimneys people there that i almost felt like i was in Big ums back home..... except this place was much more awesome. As soon as i went downstairs i was enocuntered with a large screen projecting video and several shirtless boys headbanging in the middle of the room. I watched for a little while as the jumped around and arched their backs, dancing like male apes fighting over territory... and then Pantera came on. Now as aforementioned this was a Rockaoke bar, and rockaoke was attempted, but being that in the broken-english-with-german-accent words everybody knew to the song were only "Re-Spec- whadda whadda wha wha" not much came of it. I stayed there all night with my Hesher friend Nima and 3 other brave souls from our group, RJ, Lauren and Mike, but everyone else couldn't handle the hell-hot metal hole and left. At this point you may be asking... did you Rockaoke CoCo? and of course i did!!! I sang some 'Paranoid' and 'War Pigs' ala Black Sabbath, a little 'Back in Black' and 'Highway to Hell' from AC/DC, some 'Painkiller' from Judas Priest and of course 'This Love' from Pantera. It was sooo much fun!!

Finally i have returned leblings to mine Stadt. So good to be back in the O-town, so bad to be back at work. It's a shitty row but someone has to pull it. i completed several novels while on the road, Anais Nin's journals on Henry and June and Goethe's Faust. Quite humorous to be in a Germanic country and be held captive by a great Germanic literary force. I learned a large sum of Deutsch and will attempt conversation with any who are native if they will so indulge me. The most interesting time to be had was inside the Rock Pub in Vienna, Austria. more on that later. Overall a fabulous experience. Servuss!

y'all bitches missed out on some serious jello shot action. we had so much fun and everyone was drunk as fuck. I was almost maimed by a 2 x 4 when my drunken, blind-folded freind was set to swinging at her pinata. that was scary..... the bands were awesome... i went to the lexington afterwards which was a little weird cos i have on a mini skrt, fuck me pumps and a tittie shirt with bondage straps and everyone else is dressed 'normally' one lady finally asked me why i was all dressed up and i'm all 'i was at a fetish gig' wow was she scared. so sg accepted my application and now i need a set idea... any thoughts?

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