Home now from a morning downtown, catching up with a long time friend, learning of her pregnancy. So, exciting! It used to be when friends told me of being preg I'd say "wow that's so exciting!" but be thinking to myself "What the fuck?" I guess in my mind 27 is the beginning of being old enough for the severe lifestyle change (not for me though)
So she and I went over to the site for the up coming Craig St. Brew Pub and got a private tour through. Just what we need downtown! It'll be a complete brew pub, connected to the restaurent with a stage, 3 floors, the mezzanine overlooking the main floor, a soundproof conference room with separate bar and a rooftop garden patio.
Last weekend the plan was to rest and recover. It didn't go over as planned. Many friends came by to visit, our house was full all weekend. I got some good feedback about myself. Friday night guy friend gives me a speech analysing me basically that he always has a good time with me, while I'm mysterious and lovely I'm also a girl that understands men and so can hang with men with ease but, don't I wonder sometimes if my confident, abrupt way with people sometimes accidentally hurts or frightens them? He's so right! Ouch, that's something I have to be carefull about. After that my roomate tells me that he's been secretly recording me (he's teasing to bait me) I take the bait and turn red in the face, veins bulging and rant on and on about raping my privacy. Jerk, he was drunk and thought it was funny. In retrospect it sorta was.
Saturday some other friends over. Another guy friend of mine recalls a party a few years ago when he was disgusted with the fact that any of his friends would behave as I had that night. He said that he realized later that I was really truely punk rock. He told me that there is always a true part of me that is completely punk rock. Sometimes I think the best compliments are the ones that aren't compliments at all. He then brought up an ugly issue that I have been avoiding. I did a bad bad thing, that I thought was peotic justice at the time. Now I have to deal with the bad thing to make it right, cuz it was pretty harsh. Well we may as well get our shit out in the open. A humbling weekend.
This weekend a rock n roll weekend it'll be. Delicious.
So she and I went over to the site for the up coming Craig St. Brew Pub and got a private tour through. Just what we need downtown! It'll be a complete brew pub, connected to the restaurent with a stage, 3 floors, the mezzanine overlooking the main floor, a soundproof conference room with separate bar and a rooftop garden patio.
Last weekend the plan was to rest and recover. It didn't go over as planned. Many friends came by to visit, our house was full all weekend. I got some good feedback about myself. Friday night guy friend gives me a speech analysing me basically that he always has a good time with me, while I'm mysterious and lovely I'm also a girl that understands men and so can hang with men with ease but, don't I wonder sometimes if my confident, abrupt way with people sometimes accidentally hurts or frightens them? He's so right! Ouch, that's something I have to be carefull about. After that my roomate tells me that he's been secretly recording me (he's teasing to bait me) I take the bait and turn red in the face, veins bulging and rant on and on about raping my privacy. Jerk, he was drunk and thought it was funny. In retrospect it sorta was.
Saturday some other friends over. Another guy friend of mine recalls a party a few years ago when he was disgusted with the fact that any of his friends would behave as I had that night. He said that he realized later that I was really truely punk rock. He told me that there is always a true part of me that is completely punk rock. Sometimes I think the best compliments are the ones that aren't compliments at all. He then brought up an ugly issue that I have been avoiding. I did a bad bad thing, that I thought was peotic justice at the time. Now I have to deal with the bad thing to make it right, cuz it was pretty harsh. Well we may as well get our shit out in the open. A humbling weekend.
This weekend a rock n roll weekend it'll be. Delicious.
ginacherry:
where in CA NADA are you exactly? Are you going to the DEC party in VAN?
fanny:
hey thanxxx for your comment on my set! i only ate like 3 whole cherries during the shoot so nup no tummy aches xxx