i hate my job:
i never really liked working, but i found a job that i had assumed would be good for me. i became a social worker for the county of SD. i thought to myself, "self.... now you can help people. now you can make a difference in someone's life. now, even though your life sucks, you can help someone else's not suck as bad." funny how it never works out the way you wish it would. every time i try to help someone they chew me out, or makes a snide remark about my age. <just cause i'm only 22 doesn't mean i'm an idiot!!!> and my boss is so far up my ass i can taste him (and he tastes nothing like chicken!).
i hate life:
ever get into a relationship with someone, only to find out 5 years and 2 apartments later that they are not the right person for you? i did. it sucks. all the friends i thought i had decided that they liked her instead of me. so now i have no friends. i live in a house that is always crawling with people (brothers for roommates), but no one wants to talk to me cause they have "nothing in common" with me. sorry if i like to build pc's and mod them! and sorry that i like politics and philosophy! sorry that i can't just turn off my brain and talk about asinine thins like, "dude, did you see that one chick", or "dude, this beer kicks ass"! i have a mind and enjoy using it, but i also like to do normal stuff dammit!!! i play bass! i go to shows! i love paint ball! and yet i have no friends now, and have been without a girl for so long that i've forgotten how it feels to even hold their hand! and gods forbid anyone should try to introduce me to their myriad of eligible friends because "you're too smart for them, dude".
i hate my life and wish i could just lie down and not get up.
AUG 16, 2003 06:42 PM
hey! you just seem to be a better person than all these other people you're ranting about, more mature and intellectual. you've just gotta find the right friends, people who are into what you're into. and girls dig guys who know what they're talking about. i'm sorry things don't seem to be going the right way for you, but you seem like a nice guy who deserves better. 
AUG 17, 2003 06:21 PM
Damn. I feel ya brah. Its hard for me to find friends out here with the same things in common as well. You seem like a cool guy though. I added you to my list. Feel free to do the same.
AUG 18, 2003 03:24 PM
Well said and I can relate to that. I was with someone for 3 years and realized that he wasn't the person for me. I blamed it on being young and stupid, but deep inside I know I was blinded by love or at least the idea of love. and now I'm searching far and wide with my eyes,and mind wide open but I can't seem to open my heart to anyone anymore.... I can't find anyone who really suits me. I keep attracting the same types of people. I love to have fun and am outgoing but there's so much more behind these eyes.
ok...I think I've said enough for now.
