Again, I know how terrible I am at updating on here. So much shit has happened, in just the past 3 weeks, let alone the whole time since I last posted a blog.
Like how I bleached my hair and burnt it like an idiot and I had to cut a lot of length off because of it. (I know this isn't like a huge major OMG thing, but my hair is my baby!)
orrrr that I adopted a kitten from a little of kittens that were actually dumped by some guy in a van on the grounds at a park that is right next to my work. (also, the other 4 kittens were also adopted by coworkers!) and she is cute as fuck and has half a mustache on her face in white. (shes black tabby and white)
Or maybe how I broke up with my main boyfriend of 4 years a week and a half ago because I want more from him and he can't give it to me, and I am beside myself on what I am supposed to fucking do with my life and I am a total mess?
or perhaps the fact that my sister called me a cunt TWICE, and then proceeded to bash me and turn it into "let's talk about how terrible Elise is hour."
orrr maybe that I have been majorly depressed lately.
No.... I don't want to talk about those things, well...I do, but all I seem to want to fucking write about, and think about, is fucking hand soap. Yeah, HAND SOAP.
How out and about in public bathrooms the soap can be down right disgusting...and sometimes it seems like you may be better off not even using it, but that's gross. Seriously though....why can't you get some decent soap? My work just got new soap for the bathrooms and it smells like a fucking hospital and bandaids. WHY DOES THAT EVEN EXIST?! So gross, I went to the store and bought me some Softsoap ASAP. Sometimes, at the fancy restaurants I get excited about what the soap is going to smell like. If it smells like coconut or vanilla, I practically squee....but if it's that crazy floral smelling soap, I get mad and I am less happy even if the food is amazing. It's the whole experience to me! I mean, why would you have the same quality soap in your rest room as a fucking rest stop one?! It makes no sense! I'm not sure if this is actually a topic that I really give this much of a shit about...or if I am trying to distract myself from real life stuff. I mean, okay yeah it does bother meeeee, but I'm not sure if it bothers me this much.
Also, I'm sitting outside on the balcony while writing this and it's kind of making me feel a bit better, which only means I very well may be updating this more frequently...
okay. that's it for now. Thanks for reading.