ok my vacation tix have not come inthe mail yet and i leave monday, so im FUCKING FREAKING OUT!
then last night i somewhat got in to a dissagreement with the BF about my trust issues and all, so i wound up writing a letter that he has yet to read around 2:00 am. explaining my reasons for my jealousy or insecurity. then he came out to the couch to bring me to bed, i told him i was pissed a him and wrote him a letter, he asked if i was breaking up with him in the letter, and i said no. so he dragged me into bed anyway. not even sure how the dispute started in the first place, but this morning he saw the letter on the table and said do you still want me to read it? and i was like ya no i don't care i guess.
i still think he needs to see how i feel.
on a lighter more happier note boys and girls,
mpphoto showed me the preview to the 2nd SG's shoot we did at stiles garage and it is Awesom "O", kick ass, and it should go up ASAP! damn it, all i can tell you is it's very Auto Mag, ZZ TOp, HOT!
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since Feb of 2002. In May of 2002 I met a woman
who was absolutely amazing in every way, except
she was coming off a divorce at the same time I was,
and her split was exceedingly acrimonious. We loved each other very much, but it turns out we both needed
some time alone to deflate emotionally from the
relationships that we have just ended. Now I am 2 1/2
years removed from that time in my life. I have had a few dalliances since them, but nothing serious. So now I am very refreshed emotive-wise. I just turned 38 today, and feel I can take on just about anything. If you are having any reservations about your current state of affairs, perhaps you should consider taking a step back for awhile so you can gain a proper perspective of what you want in life. It was certainly the right move on my part.
Sorry for the long entry, I have had a few B-day beers tonite.
No Beaver Hunt for you! I was thinking more along the lines of a Vogue or an Elle.