lasts days on here. i'll miss you guys.
anyway, saw pixies last week, fucking AWESOME. kim deal has stolen my heart and won't give it back..but i'm ok with that.
tomorrow is tegan and sara.
the week after will be klibertines and ministry...sigh.
good gawd! sometimes working in a music store does rock! most of the time it doesn't.
well, i guess i'll see you guys around. hopefulkly i'll be back someday....maybe someones wants to buy me a sub...
so, don't let the pirates get you...
meanie
anyway, saw pixies last week, fucking AWESOME. kim deal has stolen my heart and won't give it back..but i'm ok with that.
tomorrow is tegan and sara.
the week after will be klibertines and ministry...sigh.
good gawd! sometimes working in a music store does rock! most of the time it doesn't.
well, i guess i'll see you guys around. hopefulkly i'll be back someday....maybe someones wants to buy me a sub...
so, don't let the pirates get you...
meanie visha's set is fucking amazing. i have never seen anything like it. i'm in love. fuck. i'm so impressed and shocked i actually saw that here. she is so deserving of the title suicidegirl.
fuck, i really wanna see demonika's set before i go. whimper.
the pixies are here in two days. i'm so damn excited, i took the day off. kim, here i come baby!!!
tegan and sara are out with a new album soon, so i got on the guest list for the release show. wow, i actually get something cool out of working at a music store. that so rarely happens. i'm fucking excited, i haven't been to a show in months and now i get to go to two in a row. maybe i'll get more tickets. ministry's coming to town and i asked the rep for some freebies to that too. hav you heard th new album...sa good, go buy it...from me!!
godammit...visha....droool
so, i'm involved in one of the strangest affairs. and it is sweet. i really don't know what else to say about it than that. i have the most understanding lovers in the world. this is the first public mention of this really and may end up getting deleted later. but, fuck, it is sweet.
in other news. i am so frustrated with my photography. i have these great expectations, but i can't live up to them. i know, really, one big part is that i need proper lighting. and if i'm going to be photogrphing myself, i need a good tripod. i wish i weren't so poor. fuck. i need lenses too. but i've managed to come out with a few photos the last couple days that i really like, though i discarded them to begin with. i'll be posting them hereon my deviant page..(in fact the new profile pic is one of them) if you have a critique, please comment. i want honest opinions and i want pointers on how to improve them.
anyway, wow, a real update from me. it'll probably be the last. since i'm so damn lazy. i thought my subscription ran out on the 6th, but i have it til the 16th. not too shabby, i guess. really sad i have to leave here though. if any one wants to buy me a parting gift, i'd really love the boy beater!! in black...
or the deck of cards. fuck i want that deck.
damn, that song is still stuck in my head...
happiness is a warm gun...
BANG .. BANG ..
shooot ... shooot ...
fuck, i really wanna see demonika's set before i go. whimper.
the pixies are here in two days. i'm so damn excited, i took the day off. kim, here i come baby!!!
tegan and sara are out with a new album soon, so i got on the guest list for the release show. wow, i actually get something cool out of working at a music store. that so rarely happens. i'm fucking excited, i haven't been to a show in months and now i get to go to two in a row. maybe i'll get more tickets. ministry's coming to town and i asked the rep for some freebies to that too. hav you heard th new album...sa good, go buy it...from me!!
godammit...visha....droool
so, i'm involved in one of the strangest affairs. and it is sweet. i really don't know what else to say about it than that. i have the most understanding lovers in the world. this is the first public mention of this really and may end up getting deleted later. but, fuck, it is sweet.
in other news. i am so frustrated with my photography. i have these great expectations, but i can't live up to them. i know, really, one big part is that i need proper lighting. and if i'm going to be photogrphing myself, i need a good tripod. i wish i weren't so poor. fuck. i need lenses too. but i've managed to come out with a few photos the last couple days that i really like, though i discarded them to begin with. i'll be posting them hereon my deviant page..(in fact the new profile pic is one of them) if you have a critique, please comment. i want honest opinions and i want pointers on how to improve them.
anyway, wow, a real update from me. it'll probably be the last. since i'm so damn lazy. i thought my subscription ran out on the 6th, but i have it til the 16th. not too shabby, i guess. really sad i have to leave here though. if any one wants to buy me a parting gift, i'd really love the boy beater!! in black...
or the deck of cards. fuck i want that deck.damn, that song is still stuck in my head...
happiness is a warm gun...
BANG .. BANG ..
shooot ... shooot ...
visha's set is fucking amazing. i have never seen anything like it. i'm in love. fuck. i'm so impressed and shocked i actually saw that here. she is so deserving of the title suicidegirl.
the pixies are here in two days. i'm so damn excited, i took the day off. kim, here i come baby!!!
tegan and sara are out with a new album soon, so i got on the guest list for the release show. wow, i actually get something cool out of working at a music store. that so rarely happens. i'm fucking excited, i haven't been to a show in months and now i get to go to two in a row. maybe i'll get more tickets. ministry's coming to town and i asked the rep for some freebies to that too. hav you heard th new album...sa good, go buy it...from me!!
godammit...visha....droool
so, i'm involved in one of the strangest affairs. and it is sweet. i really don't know what else to say about it than that. i have the most understanding lovers in the world. this is the first public mention of this really and may end up getting deleted later. but, fuck, it is sweet.
in other news. i am so frustrated with my photography. i have these great expectations, but i can't live up to them. i know, really, one big part is that i need proper lighting. and if i'm going to be photogrphing myself, i need a good tripod. i wish i weren't so poor. fuck. i need lenses too. but i've managed to come out with a few photos the last couple days that i really like, though i discarded them to begin with. i'll be posting them hereon my deviant page..(in fact the new profile pic is one of them) if you have a critique, please comment. i want honest opinions and i want pointers on how to improve them.
anyway, wow, a real update from me. it'll probably be the last. since i'm so damn lazy. i thought my subscription ran out on the 6th, but i have it til the 16th. not too shabby, i guess. really sad i have to leave here though. if any one wants to buy me a parting gift, i'd really love the boy beater!! in black... or the deck of cards. fuck i want that deck.
damn, that song is still stuck in my head...
happiness is a warm gun...
BANG .. BANG ..
shooot ... shooot ...
the pixies are here in two days. i'm so damn excited, i took the day off. kim, here i come baby!!!
tegan and sara are out with a new album soon, so i got on the guest list for the release show. wow, i actually get something cool out of working at a music store. that so rarely happens. i'm fucking excited, i haven't been to a show in months and now i get to go to two in a row. maybe i'll get more tickets. ministry's coming to town and i asked the rep for some freebies to that too. hav you heard th new album...sa good, go buy it...from me!!
godammit...visha....droool
so, i'm involved in one of the strangest affairs. and it is sweet. i really don't know what else to say about it than that. i have the most understanding lovers in the world. this is the first public mention of this really and may end up getting deleted later. but, fuck, it is sweet.
in other news. i am so frustrated with my photography. i have these great expectations, but i can't live up to them. i know, really, one big part is that i need proper lighting. and if i'm going to be photogrphing myself, i need a good tripod. i wish i weren't so poor. fuck. i need lenses too. but i've managed to come out with a few photos the last couple days that i really like, though i discarded them to begin with. i'll be posting them hereon my deviant page..(in fact the new profile pic is one of them) if you have a critique, please comment. i want honest opinions and i want pointers on how to improve them.
anyway, wow, a real update from me. it'll probably be the last. since i'm so damn lazy. i thought my subscription ran out on the 6th, but i have it til the 16th. not too shabby, i guess. really sad i have to leave here though. if any one wants to buy me a parting gift, i'd really love the boy beater!! in black...
or the deck of cards. fuck i want that deck.damn, that song is still stuck in my head...
happiness is a warm gun...
BANG .. BANG ..
shooot ... shooot ...
too much shit is happening in my life.
i'm so confused. what should i do, what shouild i keep doing, what should i stop?!?!
i'm causing a lot of pain, but not directly, from what i know....fuck....i'm not even sure.
i want to stop hurting him. but i don't want to stop doing what i'm doing, he doesn't want me to stop either. but he's going FUCKING crazy and i can't do shit about it.
i'll be gone from here soon. i'll miss you all. if you want to stay in touch, e-mail me or something. and to those of you i already talk to, i will keep in touch.
i'm so messed up right now and i know i'm only a fraction of how fucked he is...
fuck fuck fuck fuck FUCK fuck fuck
i'm so confused. what should i do, what shouild i keep doing, what should i stop?!?!
i'm causing a lot of pain, but not directly, from what i know....fuck....i'm not even sure.
i want to stop hurting him. but i don't want to stop doing what i'm doing, he doesn't want me to stop either. but he's going FUCKING crazy and i can't do shit about it.
i'll be gone from here soon. i'll miss you all. if you want to stay in touch, e-mail me or something. and to those of you i already talk to, i will keep in touch.
i'm so messed up right now and i know i'm only a fraction of how fucked he is...
fuck fuck fuck fuck FUCK fuck fuck
agian, i have gotten a friend request from someone who hasn't even made an attepmt at talking to me. i jumped over to their page to see what's up to find a list of a hundred fifty or so 'friends' , i know i shouldn't jump to conclusions, but friend colletors drive me CrAzY! 
anyway. i've done somehting i probably shouldn't have, and i think i'm going to do it again.
hmm....
anyway. i've done somehting i probably shouldn't have, and i think i'm going to do it again.
hmm....
whoa! what's with the ads?? i have to choose to turn them off? *grumble*
anyway. i had a GREAT weekend, partied my ass off. got sooooooo drunk. stumbled around laughing my ASS off with my friend Col. fun fun fun.
had some bad fish....ugh!
didn't go over well with the boozamohol.
my roomates take off tomorrow. life will be very different here.
i've been really lazy on updating on here lately. my subscription is up soon, a few more weeks. sad, but i'm just too broke for this right now.
monkeys & kisses
anyway. i had a GREAT weekend, partied my ass off. got sooooooo drunk. stumbled around laughing my ASS off with my friend Col. fun fun fun.
had some bad fish....ugh!
didn't go over well with the boozamohol.my roomates take off tomorrow. life will be very different here.
i've been really lazy on updating on here lately. my subscription is up soon, a few more weeks. sad, but i'm just too broke for this right now.
monkeys & kisses
i'm always confused by the people who want to add me as a friend, but never make an attempt to talk to me first. all the people that i have ever added as a friend, i've always talked to first.
sorry dude. i'm not meaning to target you, but i'm just confused. what made you want to be my 'sg friend' ? my 'witty' profile. it's not even witty, or things we may have in common. if so, why wouldn't you make an attempt to talk to me first about it?
anyway. it's far too HOT here. i'm sweating myself to death. thinking about going to the beach, but not until around 5 or 6 tonight, because it's too fucking hot here to do anything but complain until then.
sorry dude. i'm not meaning to target you, but i'm just confused. what made you want to be my 'sg friend' ? my 'witty' profile. it's not even witty, or things we may have in common. if so, why wouldn't you make an attempt to talk to me first about it?
anyway. it's far too HOT here. i'm sweating myself to death. thinking about going to the beach, but not until around 5 or 6 tonight, because it's too fucking hot here to do anything but complain until then.
