SO, um thank you to whome ever set me up with 3 months of SG. I dont really know who it was because the email doesnt say who. any who, illl have a much bigger update when i get time to process my life right now, its mostly work work work, sleep and food falls in there somewhere. grr

Um it's been a REEEAAALLLy long time since I've update, crap almost a year... I guess I just haven't had much spare time. Busy with work, and the g/f and such. I don't even think I've had much time to reflect. I'm starting to miss a lot of my old friends, and crap ill be turning 30 soon... yep that just made me feel better (note the sarcasm)

Im excited for a change.. ive been working for blockbuster for about a year now. I was given an opportunity to move way up the chain, and advententually get my own store.. the down side is, ill have to quit driving my school bus, and working at the pharmacy.. which means ill be making less money for a bit.. hopefully ill be getting a huge raise which will make up for the loss. I had my interview a few days ago, and i was told by a coworker that it went really well, and i dont have much to worry about. I still have to wait a few weeks for the "other" candidates to get their interviews. soo yea thats my big news right now. My lil cousin came over for a few days, just to hang out, so we are gonna go to the movies tonight.. i think were gonna see "Chuck and Larry".

I feel like im being soo lazy.. Im only working 1 job now, and i have been lounging around and what not. I know its summer and everything. I feel like im slipping into a depression or something. So ive been trying to clean the house a bit, straigtening up i guess, to keep busy. im excited for saturday im gonna go see reel big fish and less then jake at rams head im bmore. YAY. SO maybe ill feel better after getting out for a bit

I just had like the worst two weeks every.. my grandma went into the hospital.. I officially hate hospitals. i liked them in the past. you have a problem you go they fix you DONE.. but NOOooo they kept my grandma for like 2 weeks.. 1 week here at home the other was at university of md.. they sent her 2 hours away to take a test that did absolutly nothing to resolve the problem.. GRRR... so now shes is home, and then has to go back for a more tests.. I HATE HOSPITALS!!! and to top it off i didnt get my summer school route GRR.. that means i have to try and double my hours at blockbuster, which pays a lot less then when i drive my school bus. I can only hope someone will quit and they will give the route to me..

WORK! thats all i do anymore, i need a vacation badly... and because of that im also bored with life (sigh)

Ok so i guess i need to update, i have been lazy when it come to updates. Im usually busy working which i guess is sad. Yesturday was my birthday, so it wasnt a bad, day per-say. I didnt get in any arguments or fights. Os i guess that makes it a good day. Ive also been really bored i need to get out more often. I havent even been out t o the theater in about a month. How lame
Oh and pictures is defintly on my todo list... I need to update a few pictures.

Oh thank you snow, had the morning off, so i was able to sleep in.. Oh happy day, I forgot what that felt like...

Well im back from b-more (sigh). i had fun but there was so much i wanted to do. ppl to see. I need some serious vacation time. but i did at least see one friend that i havent seen in months. We went out to dinner at Olive Tree. Had a blast.. Sadly i forgot my camera because im an idiot. so i didnt take any pictures. (humph)