I'm back...for a year at least. lol.

So I'm officially abandoning organized religion. I have decided, everything I need to know about life, I can take from Buffy the Vampire Slayer. You may think I'm joking, but I'm not. Seriously. If you are a fan of the show, you will know there are no direct religious references, it is about Good vs. Evil. The use of the Cross sign is fairly ominous, they never really use a crucifix. But the second time she died, she believed she went to Heaven. Did she go to church every sunday? Did she pray? Did she wait until she was married to have sex or do all those ridiculous things that are on the checklist to go up instead of down in the afterlife? No. She fought evil, she did her best to save the world. I think the series was a great metaphor for all religion, not just Christianity. But Christians have turned me away from it for good, and I have begun to question the existence of God at all. A friend of mine pointed out that she believes that maybe at one time there WAS a god, but he has long since abandoned us. And I like her outlook. Because if I had created this earth, and looked down and saw what was happening to it, I too, would probably abandon.

the end.

might be my last blog...but wanted to share my favorite picture of the week...


from a former Teeter boss of mine, she has been trying to get her butt to the post office for about 3 months now to send it, and it's pretty much too small now! Lol. But you better believe next weekend when we are playing Daddy's team (Patriots) me and Cal will be rockin our Packers windbreakers!!

Really thought I was gonna get back into this site but life is too hectic with a child to even think about social networking (besides FB I've always got time for fb...) anyway got our family pictures done this week here is my family....


so tired...baby did not nap today, not long enough for me to get anything done anyway. At least I got a good workout in.

soooooooo tired. Baby has her first cold, made it 9 months without any sickness, yay! But it was a rough night. She is doing better today but trying to read a pregnancy book...hope she doesn't have anything to tell me...this was my night last night.


argh. Anyway. My new phone will be here tomorrow I hope! NO more blackberry...moving onto Android and I'm excited! Had a good birthday yesterday. Can't believe I am a year away from 30. When I joined this site I was 25. Seems like a lifetime ago.

And hey ChrisSpain! I wanna talk to you! Maybe you don't log in over there, except to FB, which I cannot talk to you on, because your girlfriend is crazy! Argh. Well, I'll keep trying.

Well I got a new engagement ring/wedding band for my birthday...of course I picked it out and ordered it myself, lol. It's wayyyyyyy bigger than I thought it looked so I am currently trying to bid on another one that might suit my taste more, I love my new ring but if people think it's real diamonds and not synthetic they will be sorely mistaken when they try to rob me and all they get is a food stamp card :/


too big? hey it sparkles...

omg I'm sore. Got my Y membership yesterday and I have been 3 times already, lol. Me and Josh went yesterday morning, then my friend Angela asked me to take a bodypump class with her last night, well I got there early and got all set up and her and her other workout buddy were late! So I did the class solo. Brave me! But I wasn't feeling bad this morning so I got up and busted out some moves on the treadmill. Already sore now but got a lot of work to do! And my birthday is Monday, yay! Last year of my 20's. Hopefully I will be MARRIED by the end of this last year, ordered a new ring set for my birthday too. Good times. Now if only I would hear back from a certain someone who is halfway around the world. Everytime I hear about another screaming eagle killed I cry. If something happens to him...I couldn't handle it.

omg I'm boreeeeeeeedddddddddd. but too tired to read posts and formulate thoughts in forums. AND keep an eye on this child.