ever have one of those days when you dont know who you are? I am having one of those today. I dont know why but im am so depressed. I just want to understand anything in this world. I feel like i was born in the wrong era. I just want to live a simple life. I want to find that someone who is excited to see me every time and i be excited to see her. my god.... i sound so wimpy. maybe just a bad day since i made this so long i dont think anyone will take the time to read it so i dont think i will feel vulnirable. I just wanted to say the way i feel. God im so lonely. why cant i find the one? I feel so lost. I feel so useless. for fucks sakes im fucking crying while typeing this