i called my cable company tonight because i can now afford to add a cable modem and voice service. guess what now?
that pisses me off. when i signed up for it, they said i could add it any time. when the operator told me i couldn't tonight, i told her the original operator said that i could. and if i can't, why do i get all these fliers in the mail saying i can? her response? well marketing isn't handled by our company. hmmm, ok. now that i can add false advertising to the class action lawsuit, i'll remember that. why are people told lies to get them to switch cable or other companys? do they have no tact?
grrrrrr.
update on my ex:
my feelings of pain and despair, have turned to pity. but not for me, for the ex. i'm wondering what the fuck she's thinking. when tyler does get tired of her and kick her out, what is she going to do? i know she won't come back here, i'm done with that, but i can't imagine what kind of stress her and her family are going to go through. damn.
but this weekend, i plan to party with the coolest muthafuckas on the planet....or at least GA.
have a ____day!
well i got some shocking news tonight. my ex-wife is pregnant. apparently she's having a boy in july. i tried to psych myself up for it, because i knew it would happen, but it still hurts to hear it. the one thing she said that really pissed me off goes like this:
me: "are you going to be able to handle sara and a newborn at the same time?"
her: "well, i deal with sara and kaylee (boyfriends daughter), and these things happen when you start a family."
start a family....i think her definition of family is alot diffrent from mine. i tend to think of a traditional setting of husband and wife, and kids. she KNOWS all i wanted was a family. now that this will not happen for us anymore, i wonder if she says these things out of spite, or just forgetfullness. it took everything i had not to scream at her when she said this.
so once again i'm slipping. i need to get out more, and set up more therapy appointments.
life sucks sometimes.
especialy when you're alone.
me: "are you going to be able to handle sara and a newborn at the same time?"
her: "well, i deal with sara and kaylee (boyfriends daughter), and these things happen when you start a family."
start a family....i think her definition of family is alot diffrent from mine. i tend to think of a traditional setting of husband and wife, and kids. she KNOWS all i wanted was a family. now that this will not happen for us anymore, i wonder if she says these things out of spite, or just forgetfullness. it took everything i had not to scream at her when she said this.
so once again i'm slipping. i need to get out more, and set up more therapy appointments.
life sucks sometimes.
especialy when you're alone.
yay me! i got the acceptance for certification biznitches! better hours, better pay, and management won't scoff too fast at the insane ideas i come up with....well, not as fast as they used to. still sick. going on three weeks now. ugg. but at least i'm in a good mood. now i just have to hear the backlash from the people that were cut from the program.
on a diffrent note, the guy i work(ed) with that got poped for propositioning a cop who was posing as a 14 year old girl on the internet, got sentanced to 5 years. sometimes people are just pathetic. that's why all humans need to die. but life is pretty good other than that. how are ya'll doin'?
on a diffrent note, the guy i work(ed) with that got poped for propositioning a cop who was posing as a 14 year old girl on the internet, got sentanced to 5 years. sometimes people are just pathetic. that's why all humans need to die. but life is pretty good other than that. how are ya'll doin'?
why is it that when you plan out you days/months with shit you want to do, people find a way to fuck it up. the only time they want to run the furnaces on the weekends this month is guess when? yep, that's right. next weekend. the very weekend of the St. Valentine's day massacre in NC. GODFUCKINGDAMNIT!!!! why? why does this shit always happen to me? the worst part is they want us to take days off durring the week so we won't get overtime. fuckers. anyways, peace out.
uggg....i am sick. my boss' wife aka typhoid mary, gave me the plague this weekend, and i felt like hell. i'm doing better now after several days of antibiotics and nyquil. on top of this i started a 2 day process for appling to be certified....today. i put in for it...um, what year is this?...oh yeah! 18 months ago!!!! oh well better late than never. only 6 people made it this far, so i feel good about it. hopefully i can breeze through the training to get my raise. yay me.....*grumble* 
holy crap. i got home from the second job a few hours ago, and my mind is blown. not only did BOTH owners ask me to start working both days of the weekend, instead of 1, but i got a 25% raise after being there for only 2 days. 2 days!! time literaly flies while i'm there. i was talking with mike, the owner, after we closed, and it is the exact polar oppisite of work.
the amy situation is starting to crumble, me thinks. while we text eachother like mad, she was just kinda' "there" tonight when she came by my work. that and i asked her about the racism thing. while i understand where she is coming from. i think she is WAY too vocal about it. now to backtrack a bit, i get along with most people, but here the ammount of racism astounds me. at my 9 to 5 job, there are some african-american workers who use the "race" card to their advantage. by this i mean that whenever they are challenged in the slightest way about their productivity, that start screaming "racism!". it really sickens me. i've grown up around every color of person on this planet, and i'm used to a certian extent of racism, didn't really care. it was the person they were that counted to me. still does. but here, where i live, it's down right mortifing.
i still think Iman is one of the sexiest damn women on the planet....has to be the accent.
headed up to the ATL for a tourny next weekend. should be a blast. have a ____day!
the amy situation is starting to crumble, me thinks. while we text eachother like mad, she was just kinda' "there" tonight when she came by my work. that and i asked her about the racism thing. while i understand where she is coming from. i think she is WAY too vocal about it. now to backtrack a bit, i get along with most people, but here the ammount of racism astounds me. at my 9 to 5 job, there are some african-american workers who use the "race" card to their advantage. by this i mean that whenever they are challenged in the slightest way about their productivity, that start screaming "racism!". it really sickens me. i've grown up around every color of person on this planet, and i'm used to a certian extent of racism, didn't really care. it was the person they were that counted to me. still does. but here, where i live, it's down right mortifing.
i still think Iman is one of the sexiest damn women on the planet....has to be the accent.
headed up to the ATL for a tourny next weekend. should be a blast. have a ____day!
ok. update time. i called the new boss, my friend, and he said that he and his wife didn't know what to do about my salary. he says he can't really pay me what i'm worth (big ego boost). so i low balled him, and we'll rexamine the situation in a month or two.
in the last post i said amy was coming for dinner. well, that didn't happen. she wants to take the relationship slow because she doesn't want to "scare me off". i can see the logic in that, but anyone who knows me, knows that it takes alot to scare me off. i think that alot of it comes from the fact that she's going through alot of changes right now. she just kicked out her ex-boyfriend, who was staying with her (i know, fucked up sit.) he had just gotten a job after living there for at least three months. well, when she did kick him out, he started staying with her best friend and her husband, and they're being assholes about her kicking him out. so she cut them out of her life. eh, drama.
for some reason i'm in a real blah mood. just really unsociable. i guess working graveyards again will do that.
have a day.
in the last post i said amy was coming for dinner. well, that didn't happen. she wants to take the relationship slow because she doesn't want to "scare me off". i can see the logic in that, but anyone who knows me, knows that it takes alot to scare me off. i think that alot of it comes from the fact that she's going through alot of changes right now. she just kicked out her ex-boyfriend, who was staying with her (i know, fucked up sit.) he had just gotten a job after living there for at least three months. well, when she did kick him out, he started staying with her best friend and her husband, and they're being assholes about her kicking him out. so she cut them out of her life. eh, drama.
for some reason i'm in a real blah mood. just really unsociable. i guess working graveyards again will do that.
have a day.
my first day at the new job was really cool. i saw all the guys that i play cards with on a regular basis, and mike the store owner was really glad i was there. he left at about 3 pm, and returned at about 5 pm. he told me at the end of the night that he was so relaxed knowing the fact that he didn't have to worry about something going wrong at the store, or losing money on a deal. he and his wife (the other co-owner) are going to call me tomarrow to discuss my salary. i'm not even concerned about it for the simple fact that the 12 hours i was there seemed like 4. it was a really good day in general.
tomarrow amy is going to come over. i'll see if she wants to have dinner here so i can introduce her to the family. i go on graveyard shift on monday for 2 weeks. i learned this thursday afternoon, so i'll be up till' the wee hours to adjust. i do believe this year will be a good one.
tomarrow amy is going to come over. i'll see if she wants to have dinner here so i can introduce her to the family. i go on graveyard shift on monday for 2 weeks. i learned this thursday afternoon, so i'll be up till' the wee hours to adjust. i do believe this year will be a good one.
well, i start my second job this weekend. i'm doing counter sales and consulting work for a local hobby shop. the owner is a good friend of mine and he needs to replace the guy he fired last month. he wants me to do the in store purchasing when he's not there. he has told me on several occaisions that i'm the only other person that he knows that has a good concept of what prices to buy singles are. he has no stereo, so i'm taking mine in. i decided to leave the cabnet speakers here. they are a bit on the large size ( if you laid one on it's side, it would double for a bench). so the bookshelf pair should suffice. not much in the way of money but it'll keep me occupied.
on a seperate note, the girl that i previously mentioned and i, are seeing alot of each other. this is a good thing, i think. i had to increase my texting package on my phone because we use it so damned much. she said she's gonna' drop by the shop on saturday after she gets off work, so we'll see what happens. i feel like a teenager, we can't keep our hands off each other. it's actually nice to find someone that needs as much physical contact as i do. eh, i'm rambling.....but not bitching. this is good.
i think i'm happy for once.
on a seperate note, the girl that i previously mentioned and i, are seeing alot of each other. this is a good thing, i think. i had to increase my texting package on my phone because we use it so damned much. she said she's gonna' drop by the shop on saturday after she gets off work, so we'll see what happens. i feel like a teenager, we can't keep our hands off each other. it's actually nice to find someone that needs as much physical contact as i do. eh, i'm rambling.....but not bitching. this is good.
i think i'm happy for once.
well, it's been a LONG time but....
man....it was reallllly good. it restored quite a bit of self esteem. i'm still aprehensive about relationships right now, but hey, life's a crapshoot. right? anyway, i'll be taking her to the pj party, so those of you that actually read this - be kind - she's a little unsure of the scores of new people she will be meeting. i came home this morning and my stepsister immeadiately started laughing. she said i had a "just screwed the neighbor's cat" look on my face. i guess you go without for 9 months and get some, you're transparent as glass. anyway, this year wasn't so good, but the next is begining to shape up quite nicely.
