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MAY 31, 2008 @ 01:05 AM

Editor's note: I apologize for the rambling. You should imagine someone like... a greasy pump jockey from a rural Kentucky gas station saying this at you.

Oh man. I know I'm not the type to get sentimental and stuff and I also know that I'm more than a bit tipsy as I commit these words but it's just one of those weeks where the human condition forces itself upon the forefront of the usual shit that occupies one's mind. I won't bore the few of you that still read this every so often with what I ate for dinner or the girl that's currently causing me anxiety or any other daily nuisance.

Sometimes you just feel a moment. And I don't want to sound like a hippie or some new age asshole because that's not what this is about. It's not life changing or anything like that. It's just like a big sigh. You breathe in a lot of air and you exhale and you feel satisfied.

On the grand scale of nights in my life tonight was insignificant. Nothing out of the ordinary occurred for better or for worse but as I approached my door and fumbled with my keys one of my favorite songs came on my ipod. I took my bike to the back room and sat on the back porch and just listened.

It was nice. It was dark and it was cool and it was comforting. I was happy to not think and to just relax.

It sounds contrite but I sometimes forget to just sit and be content. I highly recommend it. Go listen to an old favorite song and not worry about the day.


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jane_tee

jane_tee

San Francisco, CA
October 2006

MAY 31, 2008 01:41 AM

thanks for the nice comment, even though it made me start crying all over again. i'm glad you got to meet him, smile

Bexi

Bexi

SUICIDEGIRL

Germany

MAY 31, 2008 03:35 AM

(...)I sometimes forget to just sit and be content.

I can totally identify with this sentence.

TAFKASP

TAFKASP

Oakland, CA
June 2003

MAY 31, 2008 11:53 AM

i love those moments.

Melladoree

Melladoree

Los Angeles, CA
June 2004

MAY 31, 2008 02:23 PM

I love that you said tipsy

thefreak

thefreak

NEWSWIRE

Gardner, MA

MAY 31, 2008 07:49 PM

Well said.

-TM

Atrasties

Atrasties

Calgary, AB
November 2002

MAY 31, 2008 07:50 PM

I love those moments they put things back in perspective, nothing huge just a subtle re-alignment of scope.
I may have a crash space for you in calgary if you're still looking, I just have to run it past the roomie but he's pretty chill so should be a green light.

Thistle

Thistle

SUICIDEGIRL

California, USA

JUN 01, 2008 02:36 PM

I have these moments about once a week. Usually as a direct result of living in SF.

Snazzy

Snazzy

SUICIDEGIRL

Minnesota, USA

JUN 01, 2008 09:41 PM

I struggle to not blog and/or verbally complain about the little negative nonsense in my life, rather than saying the positives now and again. I think about the positives and revel in them in the moment, but somehow I keep that stuff to myself and instead vent out the crap to anyone within earshot. Hmmm... I need to improve upon that.

Great blog.

smile

Ladybug

Ladybug

Columbus, OH
June 2006

JUN 02, 2008 12:53 AM

Just felt like telling you how awesome you are.

Amina

Amina

SUICIDEGIRL

Nevada, USA

JUN 02, 2008 05:41 PM

Hey, it's fine that you closed my thread.

But I didn't say that my suggestion was only for SGs. I thought that members albums were able to be tagged too, so I thought the option would apply to everyone.

Usually Im pretty good with posting things in the appropriate place, guess I screwed up this time.

Amina

Amina

SUICIDEGIRL

Nevada, USA

JUN 02, 2008 06:00 PM

hahaha. You said 'Shows you ho!' cracked me up.

Myra

Myra

SUICIDEGIRL

Germany

JUN 03, 2008 12:29 AM

Haha, amazing! That is the last button I have left, no idea where the others went.

You seem kinda poetic right now. I'm doing that "sitting still and just listening" on a regular basis, very comforting and calming.

Prussia

Prussia

SUICIDEGIRL

I'm lost

JUN 03, 2008 08:49 AM

yr profile images are the best!

adam_vincent

adam_vincent

San Francisco, CA
November 2002

JUN 03, 2008 03:35 PM

kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss

JustSayFaux

JustSayFaux

San Francisco, CA
November 2002

JUN 04, 2008 02:15 AM

totally feel you on this. i think sometimes we all do. skip the to do list and just go with the moment.

one love wink

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