Happy Wednesday!!!!

So easter is just around the corner and my little munchkins will be off for 2 weeks not sure what we will be doing last year we spent time at the beach but due to the weather dont think that will be happening!!

Thinking about doing another set for here open too suggestions so PM if you like i have a photographer in mind but always happy too work with someone new also.

This maybe my last set as i turn 30 in may and probably getting too old too turn pink . This wont stop me from being on here . i remember when i first looked into being a suicide girl at 18 and at that time i did not have enough tattoo coverage but of course now the rules are more relaxed maybe its not ment to be ...

i hope u are all well and we have made it half way through the week!! yayyy xx

HI guys

been a horrible start too the new year for me i as in hospital with viral meningitis now we have found out m nana only has 6 months too live as she has lung cancer i ill be away most weekends too help look after her as her wish is to die at home!

I recieved another letter of complaint about me at my work so i am going down the union road wish me luck!!

on another happyer not i have started my new head tattoo ;D






me and m stunning twin


me

have a good week folks xxxxxx

Well i am thinking about doing another set for here..... I vanished for a while because of heart trouble but i am fighting fit now. End of last year was pritty crappy for me due too my health and my work. I was suspended for 3 weeks as someone wrote a letter too the big wigs describing all my pictures on here and on other sights . So having too explaine myself too my manager who had print outs was a tad embarrassing but everything got dropped once i decided too get the union involved. Honestly some people are so vindictive i am always of the mind live and let live. Due too all the stress i become depressed which in turn made my personal relationship with my boyfriend bad so he walked out on me and my 3 kids.
I am hoping that 2013 will be a better year just gotta keep moving forward ;D xx

Happy TGIF ;D

I have just submitted my essay and i am sooo freeking glad ;D however got my time table for this semester and it sucks ass ;s lol oh well....

I had some more ink done on my sleeve finished all the major bits now just need to do infill but me being me my next appt is going to be starting a new tattoo lol i am going to be getting the sides of my head tattooed ;d with pink lepored print i cant wait but sadly appt not till mid march kinda suckie but thats what happens when u go to an amazing tattooist .

not been up too much just work and writting damed essay

hope u all have a fab weekend xxxx

will leave u with some pictures too catch use up on me and my life over last few months





blue are new puppy


my kids in their onsies




my new hoodie


my twin and I




works night out xxx

well hello strangers

After being away for a while do too ill health and personal problems I am back ;D

I hope u have all had a good xmas
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Well this week I have been offered a new house from the council happy days just taken a year!!
I met with an old friend for lunch and met her wee cutie baby boy .
bumped in to an old friend who stopped talking too me when i split from my ex which was rather awkward on both parts i think ;/
I will be doing another photo shoot with the amazing Lavezzaro in October cant wait!!
Now i am off to work night shift all weekend! suppose pays the bills

Happy weekend too you all xxxxxxxxx]

SOOOOOOOOO Excited finally managed too up load Nanoraths and i's set just taken me 3 days lmao!!
I so hope u all will love it as much as we do!!

My daughter started primary 2 today and my middle son went into 2nd yr of nursery and my youngest so was in for his appt for his referral which went well so hopeful have a firm diagnosis by the time he starts nursery in jan so all in all a good day!
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So i am being sent for an MRI scan hopefully this will get to the bottom of things . I have been told i cant be put on beta blockers for fast heart rate as this would put my blood pressure in my boots!!

On a happyer not i have finally submitted Nanowraths and mines sets hopefully will be accepted for MR

Here is one of my favs from the set



Also enjoyed my wee holiday down too haven in blackpool with the kids and my mum



Wishing u all a happ monday!! xx

well yesterday i got taken too hospital via ambulance due to hb of 158 it came down too 120 and stayed around that the ER doctor told me that my GP is not the right person too be reading my test results and that sometimes 24hrs test need too be carryed out quite a few times so he cant rule out adrenal tumor. I have to go to hospital on friday for a heart scan and too see a specalist. He told me that just because my heart is beating faster than normal all the time that this is not normal (no shit). I have not been put on any heart meds yet as they need to get to the bottom of why its beating so fast all the time when my blood pressure is normal. I can honestly say i feel like i am constantly running or something its the weirdest sensation.. I what to get too the bottom of this quickly as apparently i am at high risk of a heart attack or stroke (nice) and i soooo want to be back training feel so unfit its rank part of me would find it intresting too see what my pulse would get up too while training but common scense says erm not a good idear! anyways thanx for all ur thoughts and wishes and i will let u know how friday goes. Oh yeah while all this was going on and being taken too hospital someone decided it was a good idear too go their nut at me telling me i am irrisponcable because i could not watch the kids and other horrible things were said I hope this person has thought about what they said and an appology would be nice!!!!

Wel,l i went for my results of my heart scan I was told that they needed to test for pheochromocytoma which is a tumor of the adrenal gland i did the 24hr test on sunday handed sample in on mon and now i am waiting too see what the result will be i have to wait till next mon for results! I am quite worried about this as I do have the cancer gene I am just hoping its negative I saw my mum battle with Brest cancer . my uncle die after a 10 r battle with a rare form of blood cancer. my twin survived cervical cancer and my nana has lung cancer. If it comes back positive I will fight for my life their is no way i am leaving my children!!

In more posative news mine and Nanoraths set is almost finished editing so will be submitting it this week some time. I hope u will all enjoy it as we had a blast doing it xxxx