Mucho mierda. Mas mierda. Y algo buen cosas.

I have been through a very tough time psychologically, but I'm pushing through. Not going to let anything stop me from trying to live. It just sucks when you find that people you considered close friends don't really give a damn about you. Very sad. I had some good times, but the memories are all tainted with sadness now.

Moving on, moving up. Todo via estoy trabajando a Espanol. And I am going to get my Teaching English as a foreign language qualification, and hopefully a proofreading qualification as well.
I'm taking lots of photos again. I'll be posting them as I figure out where best online to host them.

And I have been skating as much as my fucked up illness ridden body will let me. It messes me up for days, but it is worth it.

I need a girlfriend again but I really can't be bothered with going out around here. Maybe soon, there are a couple of decent music based nights near me. But I want a spanish girl. Or mexican, or chilean, or argentinian, basically any of the Spanish speaking countries. Just into them more. Bored of white girls, that's all I've ever had. hahaha!

Off to Amsterdam again for the cup in November, should be lots of fun. I need to meet more Spanish members as I want to go there soon, and it would be cool to have people to meet up with.

Sorry if I have been crap at staying in touch. I'm better at facebook...send me a pm with your FB name and I'll add you.

Hope all is good with you if you read this...
Peace and love,
Rev Thom 420

god damn, I haven't posted here for months...oh well. here is a rundown of my life in the past few months in just a few lines...


Got back together with ex.
Ex dumped me again.
I am very angry with ex.
I work hard at learning Spanish.
I joined a band playing bass.
I have played and sang on my own at the open mic night I go to.
Now I need to find a new girlfriend I think. I feel ready.
I went to Amsterdam. It was awesome.
Got stuck in Amsterdam because of the volcano in Iceland.
Got home.
Have been surfing again.
Getting my life back in order.
Been ill as fuck.

Ta Daaaa!! There you have it.
I hope you are all well. I'll come by and say hi this week.
I'm off to watch 'where the wild things are' again. I fucking love that film!

Hello,
This is what has been happening with me lately if anyone is interested (and dear people, if you are reading this then bless you, and thank you for caring enough to use your valuable brains to process these fragmented thoughts).
I had my first article published in WeedWorld magazine which was cool.
I am studying body language and facial expressions quite intently.
I was in a lot of pain and was feeling really ill, but am now doing much better as I have lots of good medicine available.
I have started wanting to have a girlfriend again. But only sometimes...
I had a bit of a freakout/breakdown for a few hours one day, but it seems to have released a lot of the pain and the anger. Which is nice.

I went and saw Stephen K.Amos a couple of nights ago, that was incredibly funny. He is a brilliant comedian and did an amazing set, alot of it being totally improvised. It was a wonderful evening.

I got an incredibowl 420, that is very cool. I put a review in the 420 group. I have also booked my flight to Amsterdam and my hotels, so that should be fun in April...I still need to get some more contacts out there before I go if I can.

I am still learning spanish but still need someone to practice with. It is taking a long time on my own!

I saw Avatar, that was amazing, as everyone who saw it knows. I have seen a bunch of movies actuallly...
Hurt Locker=awesomely good and tense, Precious=very sad but ultimately uplifting and also quite inspirational, Youth in Revolt=pretty funny but needed more of his alter-ego in the film, Antichrist=weird but good but also very weird, The Lovely Bones=good but very sad and the ending was frustrating for me. That's all I remember for now, although I know I have seen loads more. I just don't remember any really good ones apart from those. Oh yeah, 2012=bagofsuck.

I need some rebound sex. The only offer I have had so far was a dude offering me a blowjob. Not for me, although it was nice of him to offer! I need a girl, but I quite frankly can't be bothered with all the effort it takes to find one I like, then get them to like me. Ho hum. Guess I'm not that desperate yet!

Umm, I think that is about all for now. I hope you are well.

Peace and happy voodoo,
thom xxx

so cold and snowed in...sucks. I hate this cold weather. Need to be out in Cali again....