life's going down the pan!!

dreaming of silence of the gentle rain,
sleeping with lions in the temple of pain

im totally digging Jyrki's lyrics at the moment, 69eyes are totally cheesy but there words are spectacular

and for some reason jussi69 looks hot! and im a dude weird fuck it whatever'

.. my straight jacket is looking rather scruffy these days, and my face mask is very 'unsanitary ' so as soon as time permits new pictures are on the agenda.

now i must go as i have a blade to sharpen!, its going to be a busy night

how should i feel?

i feel inclined to say nothing and lurk in the shadows, perverted and twisted,

watch as life progresses, leaving me behind

all anyone can do is fuck!!

saw 2 of my favorite bands last weekend, nine inch nails and lacuna coil, nin were amazing and lucuna coil did not get enough playing time.

bought the new sg book, what can i say.....

i think its time for a change!, i get into these ruts and do the same thing over and over.... everyday

.....................crap i have be silent for like 3 months how time flys!! this year is moving so fast its scary

my brother is getting married this weekend so it should be interesting seeing as i have to travel over to margaret river im anticipating the worst

im getting visions of scenes from 'meet the parents'...........seeing as my parents are socially retarded!!
but i believe any tension can be soothed buy the copious amounts of alcohol avalible...my brother works at a winery see! so thats cool.

and seeing as im the best man im taking on the job of making sure the turd dosent get flung into the fan

in tyler we trust!

ouch! new nipple piercing

apparently i have very tuff nipps evident from the large amount of force required to push the needle through and bruising left behind so to take the pain away from that i pierced my upper ear which is swelled up like a bastard but i think i will be ok.

i also saw a great dragon tattoo, one that will compliment my mystical horse, i've also been contemplating the morbid lately with the idear of a Y- incision tattoo/scar i think if it was done right would look decidedly creepy

wow what a month! flew to wagga(first time in a plane ) the place is dead but come nightfall the place is rockin buy the darkest hour
the capital nightclub goes off!!! lots of lovely ladies as far as the eye can see not that i could see very well due to my consumption of various drinks and chemicals

total - 16 budwisers
1 heiniken
1 toohys old
1 becks
6 shots of JD
3 shots of absynth
1 shot of scotch
1 shot of vodka
3 jager bombs
then i lost count made a fool of myself as one is want to do in such a state of inebriation got in a argument for no reason i can remember with some knobend.
woke the next day a little worse for wear mainly cause of the 3 hours sleep, but that i can handle' so i got up fell over many times.....etc etc followed buy much badness and i swore i would give up drinking......untill the next night anyway .

i have pictures of the results of combining sleeping pills, alcohol, promethazine, and little plane tavel and there not pretty completely ruptued red and sore.

so as compensation i picked up a sweet new knife a fantasy piece called a 'valdris' have to post some pics