Ok you beautiful humans beings you ...

i require some advice !
So i have been single now for like a year and really enjoyed being independent and shit but now ; i don't no why maybe its the cold and lack of cuddles or something i am kinder feeling starting something up with someone ...

I should maybe mention that i suck at relationships... Im pretty emotionally void when it comes to stuff like that, i don't let myself depend on someone else , and just to involed in my life , friends , and work to introduce someone else's needs into that ... So basically I'm shit with the whole ' you need to text me all day and come out with my pals etc' nonsense that sharing your life usual entail .. IM A CATCH RIGHTTT

But like i said i am kinder feeling giving the hole thing another bash ...

There is someone i have in mind .. kinder , However he seems to much of a shy / cool as a cucumber kinder / socially introverted character to insteragate anything much .. we have hung out and text and shit but its all a bit slow going ... AND frustratingly for me i kinder used to being pursued and don't do the chasing sooo it all seems a bit like hard work/ insecurity provoking for me right now ....

So thats the background info and this is what i need to no from your deleshushly experienced and vast brains .. Do i chase this guy and do all the leg work just to have someone maybe to play with when I'm in the mood ... Do i forget it and continue along my lone wolf path ? Or do i do something different that hasn't yet struck me as an idea .... Hit me up with ur thoughts ..

PS... All emails will be returned soon ( sorry i have been mad busy , and i will have a blog up end of the week / next week with some of the modelling projects i have been working on over the last few weeks)


Peace out my sexmonkies x x