never on the record, it will never show up.










paying rent in 2 dollar bills.

A week of house guests!

Nola friend just left

My niece and her friend on Monday & Tuesday....visiting from Boston. Then Dinner with my Sister in Law Kymy and the crew.

Wednesday Bradley visits from Maryland..

Friday, Phil from Florida is visiting.

Busy. But bored right now. Doing housework. Procrastinating... .Wondering if it's bad that I have 2 myspace accounts and two Facebooks... ? One for friends, and one for work of course.

I was given one of those special seasonal lamps yesterday. It's really bright.

I want Maine to have a vegan potluck/picnic society badly.

I want to escape.


I'm eating vegan fluff and peanut butter on toast. and I just found out the Libby is coming to dinner.

Now, where in Portland should we go eat?

Dancing to this:

My Brazilian Gabby is sending me something to "fix" my torn earlobe so that I can once again wear chongalicious earrings.





It's getting cold. Must stock up on legwarmers, thigh highs and scarves. Probably a coat would help...



Holyshit, things are fucked up on StripperWeb....

I think Portland Maine in doing my head in.

What the fuck do people DO here? I mean besides drinking...

My new nieces are adorable and finally got to go home (to Key West) from the hospital in Miami.

I'm worried living here is making me isolated. I have lot's of amazing friends..but they are all far away. I've been lucky to have them come visit from Miami, New Orleans, Santa Fe, LA etc. since I have been here.

I need to find a hobby or something. Especially in my line of work it's good to have real life distractions...

I think I'm lonely.
I'm not sure though. Lonely usually isn't an option for me.

OK, I totally dropped the ball.

I just got back from a walk downtown.

I ran into these dudes on my walk, but I had my headphones on.
So they tried to get me attention... thus disturbing my calm.
They were all "Hey, you coming to the show tonight...blah blah"
And I said "probably not... I'm totally broke..." and put my headphones on and walked away.
I thought they were some clowns trying to pretend like they were with the band...
And then after about 5 minutes of walking... it hit me... damn they look familiar.....
Then I got home...checked who was actually playing at Asylum tonight...
And realized that I totally just blew off Hatebreed.

I have mad social skills.

So, I have been sick... but I didn't know it.

Apparently, my apartment has had a serious gas leak.. and I stopped smelling it after the first day, because that's sort of what happens...

It's fixed as of last night. But I'm still a little off.


I need to listen to Nation of Ulysses (cooking with gas... hardy har)

Oh, this is so sad.


I heard that Nagi Noda died yesterday

She was an amazing artist and she will be missed.

Dear Showtime,

Why are you effing with me? Almost the season finale of Weeds and you throw THIS at me?? For real??

Now I need a Valium and some NFL Football before I have a panic attack.

Love,

V

p.s. See Nancy? You reap what you sow.

I have an exciting new career/persona as a spiritual adviser name "Loteria Lolita".

It's like a cross between hello kitty horoscopes and diana vreeland.