Oh man, I just had my best deep tissue massage yet. Finally a breakthrough, I can move!! A very good way to start the week.
So I just had my first appointment with a Bariatric surgeon for lapband surgery. I had no idea what to expect. Man were they thorough. First I met with the financial advisor, second the medical assistant, third I met the surgeon and fourth I met the dietitian. They all went through their facts that I should know that I probably won't remember, but I have the paperwork to help.
Not having any preconceived notion about how the process would work I thought I would be getting the surgery within a couple weeks. No! They want records and tests and tests of tests to make double sure I'm absolutely qualified to go through with this life changing procedure.
I have never been of average weight or thin, so I don't know what it's like. For them to tell me that by doing this and sticking to the plan I will be thin it was very hard for me to accept. I can only imagine right now what it's going to be like.
For the next three months I need to prove I can maintain a diet and show a loss. I have to preform some tests to make sure everyting is ok inside my stomach. Once three months has past and insurance approves its time to change the rest of my life.
Not having any preconceived notion about how the process would work I thought I would be getting the surgery within a couple weeks. No! They want records and tests and tests of tests to make double sure I'm absolutely qualified to go through with this life changing procedure.
I have never been of average weight or thin, so I don't know what it's like. For them to tell me that by doing this and sticking to the plan I will be thin it was very hard for me to accept. I can only imagine right now what it's going to be like.
For the next three months I need to prove I can maintain a diet and show a loss. I have to preform some tests to make sure everyting is ok inside my stomach. Once three months has past and insurance approves its time to change the rest of my life.
Single on Valentines Day again. I'm numb to it now, but I am glad all the commercials will be over. 
I'm thinking of a hot Thai soup for dinner tonight. For some reason I want to sweat while I eat, and it just sounds good. I was recommended one with coconut milk, maybe ill try that.🍵
I want to get a new tattoo, but I'm not feeling any inspiration. It bugs me, but I'm sure something will happen that will give me inspiration. Or maybe I should just wing it and find something that's fits my "right now" attitude.
In other news, I see a surgeon on Friday for a consult about my back. I'm pretty sure they're going to cut. In a way I know it's needed, but I'm terrified all the same. I really sucks being single going into this, just once something could go my way. Oh well life goes on.💩🚀🚂
In other news, I see a surgeon on Friday for a consult about my back. I'm pretty sure they're going to cut. In a way I know it's needed, but I'm terrified all the same. I really sucks being single going into this, just once something could go my way. Oh well life goes on.💩🚀🚂
Well after all the back pain Dr. visits, it looks like surgery is in the cards. I won't exactly know until next Friday after seeing a surgeon for a consult.
