Gonna see my ex this weekend. We haven't seen each other since we broke up while I was out of town for four months... it started going bad two weeks after I left...
I'm nervous and calm at the same time. How does that happen? I wanna do it and I wanna run. But it must happen and I've learned that if you get shit over with then it's fucking done and you don't have to worry about it anymore. Preferable to a lifetime lived in fear, right? So here I go.
Work is dragging, but the people are aces so it's okay. I really enjoy this crew. I miss some of our last crew but I'm so happy to see some faces I've missed for a half a year.
My house is comfy and warm... soon the kitty will be here... life is good! It's nice to be able to say that. I've got a roof, money coming in and friends who love me. Can't fuck with that.
Looking forward to my break in between this job and the next because I think I'm getting a huge fucking tattoo and going to London to visit one of my best friends. I'll be buying the ticket in the next few days so I'm putting my money where my mouth is. And I need to book the tattoo appointment because I can't do it now... the tattoo I want is huge and on my leg and thigh and I have to catch the camera on this job and rest it on my legs... so... I must wait. This is going to be a hell of a three week vacay.
Goodnight all.
I'm nervous and calm at the same time. How does that happen? I wanna do it and I wanna run. But it must happen and I've learned that if you get shit over with then it's fucking done and you don't have to worry about it anymore. Preferable to a lifetime lived in fear, right? So here I go.
Work is dragging, but the people are aces so it's okay. I really enjoy this crew. I miss some of our last crew but I'm so happy to see some faces I've missed for a half a year.
My house is comfy and warm... soon the kitty will be here... life is good! It's nice to be able to say that. I've got a roof, money coming in and friends who love me. Can't fuck with that.
Looking forward to my break in between this job and the next because I think I'm getting a huge fucking tattoo and going to London to visit one of my best friends. I'll be buying the ticket in the next few days so I'm putting my money where my mouth is. And I need to book the tattoo appointment because I can't do it now... the tattoo I want is huge and on my leg and thigh and I have to catch the camera on this job and rest it on my legs... so... I must wait. This is going to be a hell of a three week vacay.
Goodnight all.
I've got a roof, money coming in and friends who love me.
Yep, can't fuck with that!
xx