i hate packing. its depressing. even more so since its leaving home again.
combine the breaking up like no shit-never-going-to-happen thing with moving...its rough.
Got a new glock. Glock 30, .45 compact. Got the concealed weapons permit, its hot.
combine the breaking up like no shit-never-going-to-happen thing with moving...its rough.
Got a new glock. Glock 30, .45 compact. Got the concealed weapons permit, its hot.
i dont know what it is about girls that makes you want to slit your wrist.
So suz and i have been trying to remain friends after the breakup. we've hung out alot and even had sex a few times. All good and well, since we were going to try and get back together in the future. that all came to a head tonight.
So basically the other night i went out with some friends and to make a long story short, i made out with one them. Suz later asked me if anythiing happened, to which i replied "i didn't have sex with said person". She assumed that meant we didnt do anything.
So tonight she's being brutally honest about how she felt about sam (a female friend), and told me that she tried to make out with another guy last night but just couldn't do it. To which i told her "yeah i made out with Mo the other night. It was weird and didnt feel right so we stopped and we didnt have sex". She got incredibly upset telling me i was honest and blah blah. Basically the night ended in me telling her to get out and just leave me alone.
Why are women so emotional? Im sorry but if im not in a relationship with you, i dont feel that my romantic interludes are any of your business. I regret that things had to end so badly, but i think they are for the best. We are both now completely severed....with large bleeding gapes in our souls.
So suz and i have been trying to remain friends after the breakup. we've hung out alot and even had sex a few times. All good and well, since we were going to try and get back together in the future. that all came to a head tonight.
So basically the other night i went out with some friends and to make a long story short, i made out with one them. Suz later asked me if anythiing happened, to which i replied "i didn't have sex with said person". She assumed that meant we didnt do anything.
So tonight she's being brutally honest about how she felt about sam (a female friend), and told me that she tried to make out with another guy last night but just couldn't do it. To which i told her "yeah i made out with Mo the other night. It was weird and didnt feel right so we stopped and we didnt have sex". She got incredibly upset telling me i was honest and blah blah. Basically the night ended in me telling her to get out and just leave me alone.
Why are women so emotional? Im sorry but if im not in a relationship with you, i dont feel that my romantic interludes are any of your business. I regret that things had to end so badly, but i think they are for the best. We are both now completely severed....with large bleeding gapes in our souls.
so im pretty sure i used to think the gym at fort harrison was pretty badass....then yeah. I started doing lower body lifts in Sill and they dont have shit for that here. You can isolate your quads well, kind of your calves, and its impossible to isolate your hamstrings. Damn the fatass guardsmen...
I saw another awesome of guardsmen again today. The first occurred while i was grading the cadet's APFT this am. We were running on the road that went to the aviation facility because the trail was muddy. Some fucking guard aviator warrant gets out of his truck and starts hassling our timer about the run route. our NCOIC got out and started talking to him and he started demanding to see our risk assessment and telling us we can't run on the road. Basically our NCOIC told him to get fucked. By the time i got out of the truck to deal with this piece of shit he got in his truck and shut his damn mouth. What the hell ever happened to people staying in their damn lane?
The second example was this guy at costco. He was old as evident by his white hair. He was an E5, and his hair stuck out about 3/4 of an inch over his ears. What the fuck happened to AR 670-1?
I saw another awesome of guardsmen again today. The first occurred while i was grading the cadet's APFT this am. We were running on the road that went to the aviation facility because the trail was muddy. Some fucking guard aviator warrant gets out of his truck and starts hassling our timer about the run route. our NCOIC got out and started talking to him and he started demanding to see our risk assessment and telling us we can't run on the road. Basically our NCOIC told him to get fucked. By the time i got out of the truck to deal with this piece of shit he got in his truck and shut his damn mouth. What the hell ever happened to people staying in their damn lane?
The second example was this guy at costco. He was old as evident by his white hair. He was an E5, and his hair stuck out about 3/4 of an inch over his ears. What the fuck happened to AR 670-1?
so in lieu of the fact that we both love eachother, we've came to an agreement. We wont date until each of us gets themselves re-established and is ready and able to take care of another person. For her that is getting to med school this summer and for me to get settled in at my duty station and get some new friends there.
We can go on "dates" but won't be exclusively dating anyone. We are going to use the time i have left at home to basically start over from square one, and date eachother a bit again. tonight is our first. It still sucks not having her around, but we both know that its going to best if we get ourselves taken care of first before eachother.
On a lighter note, its pretty good to be home
We can go on "dates" but won't be exclusively dating anyone. We are going to use the time i have left at home to basically start over from square one, and date eachother a bit again. tonight is our first. It still sucks not having her around, but we both know that its going to best if we get ourselves taken care of first before eachother.
On a lighter note, its pretty good to be home
you know...it really sucks when a relationship ends. It is really true that its exactly like a death. you mourn the loss of the relationship. The emotions, the time, the experiences and the money you've spent.
This is why the army is most evil. Its not the war, not the killing, not your friends dying, its the strain to relationships. So many people lose their relationships either marriages, fiances or what you. Its so hard to maintain that closeness and intimacy from abroad. it sucks
This is why the army is most evil. Its not the war, not the killing, not your friends dying, its the strain to relationships. So many people lose their relationships either marriages, fiances or what you. Its so hard to maintain that closeness and intimacy from abroad. it sucks
Law & Order SVU marathon...very interesting. Not really. i hate the theme music.
Its snowing still outside, after thawing and refreezing. Screw this northern lattitude thing! Im joking, everything is better than oklahoma.l
Im really sore from being bitten repeatedly. My girlfriend is a biter. Why i dont know, she's quite insane you see.
Its snowing still outside, after thawing and refreezing. Screw this northern lattitude thing! Im joking, everything is better than oklahoma.l
Im really sore from being bitten repeatedly. My girlfriend is a biter. Why i dont know, she's quite insane you see.
its snowing....what is this....white flakey stuff?
Went 4wheeling yesterday. The dog had a great time, and slept for a really long time afterwards. Its pretty nice being at home.
Went 4wheeling yesterday. The dog had a great time, and slept for a really long time afterwards. Its pretty nice being at home.
so i made it home. I'm pretty much awesome...drove all the way in one day. My dog is awesome in the car, she's pretty well behaved. My mom's boyfriend has a dog and he was already here when we came home....she was confused and had a minor heart attack.
its good to be home, though it blows donkey balls driving behind people who drive 10 mph under the speedlimit.
its good to be home, though it blows donkey balls driving behind people who drive 10 mph under the speedlimit.
i hate moving. I am really glad that i am leaving oklahoma to go back home for a few weeks, and then to my next study station. However much i hate this place though, it has been home for the last 7 months. I don't have many fond memories, but everyplace you spend time leaves an impact on your soul. I'll always remember lawton as the crime ridden, windy, bitterly cold, scorching hot smelly hell it is. Since i've been here we had one LT murdered, several beaten severly, a few arrested and several divorced. This is not a friendly place, but it was "home" nonetheless.
Anyway, more packing to do, much more cleaning, and then rest for the long drive home. Gotta get the trailer, load up, clear post and then sleep in prep for the 12:01 am departure thursday morning. If God blesses our journey, i can be home by 1 am friday morning.
biß dann
Anyway, more packing to do, much more cleaning, and then rest for the long drive home. Gotta get the trailer, load up, clear post and then sleep in prep for the 12:01 am departure thursday morning. If God blesses our journey, i can be home by 1 am friday morning.
biß dann
so oilchanges are evil. I got my oil changed by a place downtown and they put the wrong fucking filter on...which i wouldn't have caught until i took it to the dealership for "a strange rattling noise" and to change the transmission fluid.
Not to mention the dealership charged me $200 to flush my transmission...someone's getting fucked an i think its daddy! Its alright...money grows on the tree out back.
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update: just walked back to the dealership with the dog....its another 2 hours....homeboy had no idea what he was talking about. Death...i shall kill them all when i am global despot! ok i'm over it...just kididng.
Not to mention the dealership charged me $200 to flush my transmission...someone's getting fucked an i think its daddy! Its alright...money grows on the tree out back.
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update: just walked back to the dealership with the dog....its another 2 hours....homeboy had no idea what he was talking about. Death...i shall kill them all when i am global despot! ok i'm over it...just kididng.
