Wow, long time with no post, anyways, I've been busy alot, so many upside downs mystery and creepy situations...
but the most thickening is about what I really chosen the category for this blog, yes, love, seems that everything ends up at the point that the things seems to be going good until, you got an scratch right there, and suddenly nothing seems to be working fine anymore, from the lack of motivation to the reality that I've been denying some time ago, that I have nothing to do anymore in this city, since I'm not originally from monterrey, I couldn't fit like a 100%, maybe is a negative way to see the things but facing the things as they are, i don't have that "i'm in home" feeling, and I never had, somehow, the people here and me end up with heavy differences so everything breaks at some point, and for love is not the exception, since here never worked as I expected, i feel like i'm not willing to get the chance anymore.
first I thought that maybe I was looking for the wrong people, but now, i'm not sure, so I believe there is something more general here, so I guess it was a consequence to feel that this is below expectations or something, and maybe is time to look a new place to live, but the love thing had made me involved a lot of considerations, like if there is something that will make me find what I couldn't find here in monterrey.
probably because of that lonely situation some people had that feeling like if you could love somebody that you don't know, yes, I've had some online contact, and there seems to be good, but in case that doesn't work, I may face a serious blow back, but that feeling to know this girl in person is like, strong, not sure how good idea is, but at some point I may have to either move or stay, now the current option is move, but I hope to make it for the right reasons and in to the right place.
but the most thickening is about what I really chosen the category for this blog, yes, love, seems that everything ends up at the point that the things seems to be going good until, you got an scratch right there, and suddenly nothing seems to be working fine anymore, from the lack of motivation to the reality that I've been denying some time ago, that I have nothing to do anymore in this city, since I'm not originally from monterrey, I couldn't fit like a 100%, maybe is a negative way to see the things but facing the things as they are, i don't have that "i'm in home" feeling, and I never had, somehow, the people here and me end up with heavy differences so everything breaks at some point, and for love is not the exception, since here never worked as I expected, i feel like i'm not willing to get the chance anymore.
first I thought that maybe I was looking for the wrong people, but now, i'm not sure, so I believe there is something more general here, so I guess it was a consequence to feel that this is below expectations or something, and maybe is time to look a new place to live, but the love thing had made me involved a lot of considerations, like if there is something that will make me find what I couldn't find here in monterrey.
probably because of that lonely situation some people had that feeling like if you could love somebody that you don't know, yes, I've had some online contact, and there seems to be good, but in case that doesn't work, I may face a serious blow back, but that feeling to know this girl in person is like, strong, not sure how good idea is, but at some point I may have to either move or stay, now the current option is move, but I hope to make it for the right reasons and in to the right place.