i am happpy. i love how happy i actually am.. who wouldve thought that him leaving me would make me feel like this.. i can work and smile, go out and smile, just be at home by myself and not cry. i feel less stress and have more money to myself. its amazing. he thinks I'm faking it. i think he is full of himself.

why must men be so full of themselves? oh well. my next man will be older, stable, not immature completely, and can take care of me..