Today the girl of my dreams is getting married. I've been in love with her for years and we're best friends. She is the most amazing woman on the face of the earth. She has such a great spirit, energy, and heart. She is the person that when you're covered in your own blood and vomit, won't leave you when everyone else has. She is the person who when you are sooo happy, will weep with the love she has for you at your happiness. Her smile makes the dark ominous clouds run and makes the sun brighter. I couldn't be happier for her; however, at the same time...I'm a bit jealous. It is what it is, though.

The man she is marrying? I couldn't have picked a better choice. He is probably one of the brightest and kindest men I've ever met in my life.

I'm tearing up just thinking about it and I know I'm going to bawl at the wedding (better pack tissues)..haha.



Anyone have any super plans for the weekend?

To the man who recently sent me a message to tell me I'm a whore,

I have no IDEA why, you decided that you needed to say that. Were you not getting enough attention from me? Well, let me tell you a couple of things:

1. I am NOT nor have I ever been a whore/prostitute...what have you. AND even if I was, you couldn't afford it.
2. I have been married to the love of my life for 3 years and I love him with all of my heart.
3. I'm a fucking stay at home mom! You think I have time to run around and fuck men for cash when dealing with a child...you're on drugs. Hell, I can barely muster the energy to fuck my husband.
4. You're an idiot. If you think you're going to get "positive" attention from me for this. Is this like the school yard when a boy liked a girl he'd tease her? Well, guess what? We're fucking grown ups....get a life.

End.rant.

Sorry, everyone but, this dude really pissed me off.

All day I was so excited about singing tonight This was me before the show:



And after:



I lost....not by much but, I lost. UGH. Oh, well....it was for a good cause and I was so happy I got to sing at PRIDE.

Trying out some looks for PRIDE tomorrow....SUPER super SuPeR STOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOKED

I WON the sem-finals tonight and am going to be singing at PRIDE FEST for the finals on Saturday! I am SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO Excited!!!!!!!!!!

Hello Everyone!

I hope your weekend has gone well so far Make sure to spend some time with your mom this Sunday! I've been feeling pretty artsy this week. This is still a work in progress but, I'm really loving it.



I'm super excited about the semi-finals for the karaoke contest coming up next Wednesday! It combines two of my biggest passions: singing AND assisting the LGBT community WOOOT!

Today I'm super excited because I am going to be able to get a library card! I went to get one when we lived in the old house but, because we didnt live in the "proper" township....it was going to cost $75.00 to get one. Bullshit. I could BUY books for $75.00.

Now that we've moved it shouldn't be any cost and I got my first piece of mail yesterday, so I can prove I live in the "proper" township...LMAO. I really excited because I flippin' love to read

Hope you all have a great day!

I went to a karaoke contest tonight and WON!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Semi-finals are next week....I'm super stoked

Anybody up? I'd love someone to talk to....

I came to a realization today. When I was young...I lived on my own, worked, and played in a band. When that bad broke up....I kinda just gave up in a sense. It was like my whole world just crumbled. I felt like i would never find a group of people that talented and that compatible again. Though, I knew I was talented....I was afraid to strike out on my own because I prefer to play classic rock and light music when I do acoustic stuff. And what I kept hearing was, "no one likes that". However not true the statement was...bars don't generally hire acoustic acts.

I was in a couple other bands....but, they didnt really do much and then just stopped. I played and sang for me. Wrote millions upon millions of songs. I recorded an album but, for lack of marketing and other experience sold maybe....200.00 worth.

Had I been willing to give up any resemblance of normality....I probably could've made something with my talent. If I had been willing to linger in a limbo of uncertainty of bills getting paid and having a roof over my head something could've come of that.

Now, I'm sitting here...feeling old...listening to my daughter fight against her nap because she's tired and I thitnk....man, I could've really done something. I can STILL do it but, it's more complicated now. You can't take risks like that when you have a family.

Just something I've been pondering

I am BEYOND pissed off.

My "band" didn't learn their parts for songs that were supposed to be learned LAST week. ALSO, I found out the drummer's story about his mom was bullshit....and that he just "didnt feel like it". REALLY DUDE?! You just didnt feel like it? My family is working on one income and it takes a half tank of gas for me to get to practice and I'm on time.....and get my shit done and you DIDNT FEEL LIKE IT?! FUCK THAT!

So, I've pretty much decided to quit this band and take all my equipment. Which sucks because this group of guys is really talented but, I just cant handle the attitudes. Besides....we've been playing together since November and don't have enough music to play a 3-4 hour show. LACK of DEDICATION.

I'm done. Fuck 'em.

I'll be a free agent. This does however free up time for me to continue working on my novel. Sorry for venting.

Love to you all!

-Kat