fucking love you guys, you validate my feelings lol. at this point i dont even think I'll see him before the tattoo. but if hes asks again i have a valid point to bring up. mostly. WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOIU TALKING ABOUT and no you may not.

I fucking don't understand men..... lawyer wants a copy of my lip prints so he can get it tattooed on his chest next friday as part of a chest piece he's getting representing his kids.

So does this mean he likes me?

I've never been so thrown off by a request in my life, sigh. I wanted to say "why?" honestly.

I guess I'll just keep on with our once a week thing and see where it goes. Just when I made up my mind not to worry about it

men. sheesh.

amazing day!

hung out in San Rafael for 4 hours while David the guy who runs the rescue ranch got tattooed, I shopped ate and read my book.

Then we met some of his friends for an amazing vegan dinner at Source downtown... walked over to the bar Tim Barry was playing at..

For only knowing who he is for about a week, one of the best shows I've ever seen, you couldn't ask for more honest lyrics.

he described himself as, an old guy with a raspy voice playing folk music on his guitar that will fight you and cry about it later. lol



love hanging out with those guys, they're straightedge so don't drink, and are hardcore vegan, never had such a long night in the city where I felt so great the next day Learning stuff from these young whippersnappers

I have nothing new to say

lots of pets

lots of men who only want to hang out once a week

except for the ones I'm not into, who want to get married.




my friday! concert in sf tomorrow night. yay!

fever was short lived! yay!

puppies are getting big.

got off the dating site, too much madness and I'm so picky in my old age (thank god finally)

just spending time with my pets/house, hanging out with my friend who also just broke up with his gf, and trying to be content with only seeing george once a week for our weekly dinner date .

after 15 years of relationships, this single thing really takes some adjusting to (obviously as you guys have read in my past few weeks of blogs about me frantically dating the wrong people lol)

trying to eat mostly vegan these days (except for my chickens eggs and fish, too lazy to make sure I get protein replacements that I need, therefore, fishies twice a week), I may be the first person to become morbidly obese on the vegan street tacos that I can't, stop, making.,

going to war or on a first date.. so happy!

hello fever

just went on the most terrifying first coffee date evvveeerrrrr

I swear he was planning our wedding and naming our kids within the first 20 minutes of meeting.

saying things like

"when we move in together"

and classy stuff like
" I'm not a boob guy but good effort, i like what you got going on down there though (my butt)

wtf

WTF

lolz, at least its a good story

holy hell, they're mobile. and so it begins!!!



mud bath



he's so FUCKING HANDSOME. can't stand it people

weeeelllll. george and I had a lovely night as always. but I'm pretty sure he was/is seeing 2 other girls. which is fine, I'm not 100% behaving either, and it's not like I thought we were exclusive. I'm just glad that I know to not get too involved emotionally yet. I'll just keep seeing him once or twice a week and enjoy his company and I guess we'll see what happens!!!

(see how I sounded like a grown up right there? wtf!)



I basically have no working computer at home so I am only on at work, and it's getting harder to get away with being on here at work, been busted TWICE miss you guys though!

and now a photodump

♥ ♥ ♥

well today has been full of emotional ups and downs for NO reason

excited to see George tomorrow.

If we could just go ahead and sleep in the same bed everynight that would be nice.

Totally getting into him, is that good or bad? I don't know yet.

I smile when I think about him.

kinda pissed at myself for that.

I am nothing if not predictable!