IPOD
RADIO
I had a weird dream the other night. I was kneeling in front of this girl; I never saw her face. She was dressed in black(kinda goth or pseudo punk) and had a rather large scar on her left front shoulder. She asked me about my life.......I said "My life is filled with chaos, but my house is in order." I then put my hand out and she took it......I then woke up. It was so vivid, I rarely remember dreams........but this one stood out!!!
I will post more later, k!
He is olny 42 and skinny as they come.......never saw it coming!!!! 
They operated on him last night and put a stint in his artery. I have to leave in a few hours (work never stops), so I will get back to everyone on Monday!!!!
P.S. remember........live everyday as if it was your last!!!!!!!!!!!!
Let's move on shall we.....I went riding today.....just paying bills and running errands around town....and I start hearing this weird noise coming from my (left side) rear wheel. I stop and check things out.....everything looks OK. My chain stretched about an inch, no big deal- fix it when I get home!!! As I pull up to the next signal light the noise gets louder!!!
I can't hold up traffic so I take off when the light turns green, and it feels like the wheel doesn't want to move!!! Fuck!!! So I limp her home and get in my truck and finish what I started (giving money away, ) I get back home and start looking at the chain, (I bought a new O-Ring chain today) and I see that the bolts that hold the rear sprocket in are moving themselves out!!! 
The guy I had make the spacers and put them in Didn't I say Didn't use any locktite when he put the wheel back together!!!! 
They say smoking pot makes some people stupid.....well it makes this guy an imbecile!!! I don't have time to fix it myself so I dropped it off and told him to do it right......next time there will be hell to pay!!!! 
My father got a new job today!!! He will be starting in 2 or 3 weeks hauling gasoline and other fuels. He will get to be home every night, which he needs (he ain't getting any younger). I will have to drive by my lonesome self from here on out. I liked working with him!!! We became much closer in the last few years than anytime in my life. We still share a Apartment together....so it won't be like he is gone.
I got a job offer today myself. 
Wanted to pay me less money, shittier truck, less home time.......I told him to fuck off(not in those words), his offer was degrading to my experience as a professional driver!!! I have been driving for over 15 years now....no tickets, a few accidents, never late because I am screwing around. I told him if he can offer over $55,000 a year and weekly home time to call me.......I am sure he will never call!!! 
I have to go to work again today......well in the afternoon. So I hope everyone has a great week!!!
4 the ladies!!!
I go to the Texas/Mexican Border every week. I don't get to have much fun while I am down there.......hell I haven't been to "Boy's Town" in over 10 years!
I do get some time to sit and think or read or ponder our place in the universe. I read 3 books this week.....yes 3 and yes bikers can read.
I recommend this one-strange but good!
This one was good, but predictable.
The last kinda sucked and it was a WW2 book.....mainly guy stuff.
Now I do have a question, but it isn't for any parents out there, because you really cannot answer....you who are parents know this answer already! Have I got you confused already???
If you either disappeared or never existed........would you be missed??? Have you made such an impact on someone else's life or in this world you or your actions would be missed??? See, if you are a parent you can answer yes, because your child's life is dependent upon your life! I was sitting and thinking as I find myself doing quite often....and I was remembering about loves lost and friends left behind......did I ever impact their lives or change them in any way? Do they think about me as I think about them???? I have disappeared 3 times in my life (this was my own choosing) and reappeared 3 times. I even lived off the grid for a while (no taxes, no utilities in my name, no nothing!!!) and it was rough, but I wanted to see if I could do it. I was missed by family, as I was still very young, but I out grew most of those friends I had at the time. I don't know what my mission in life is or what my karma has in store for me! Have I changed someone (for the better) or made my mark in this world? If I am gone tomorrow......was that it? No this isn't a suicide note or anything that stupid.....I was just doing some deep thinking! Will I have children, will the world remember Jeffrey Miller(yes, that's my real name), or am I just another worker bee in the hive???? Strange what your minds thinks of as you sit alone driving on the lonesome American highways!!! That's all for now!!!
I leave you with this-
I will try and keep up this week and weekend, but no promises......sometimes getting an internet connection is a real bitch!!! Have fun everyone and until later.......
Well it's time for bed now......yawn!!! Goodnite Johnboy.....goodnite maryellen........
It takes me about a week to get back in the swing of things and hard to budget my time between driving and doing other stuff. I think I may have another 5 to 10 years of this "long haul" driving before I burn out!!! I am thinking of taking some art classes and maybe apprenticing at a tattoo shop someday.....seems logical. I really like "fine line", "Tribal", and "Japanese" styles. I know that taste change with time, but that is what I like now. When I was in school (if I went) I always excelled in art and drafting classes. This is not something I am going to rush into.....I will do my homework and find out all "my little weak mind" can find and absorb(I got 5 to 10 years to think about it). I will still tinker with bikes and other things with wheels, but there always seems to be a new "Chopper" shop opening up! If anyone reads this and has any comments or Information.......I would love a heads up!!! Other than that nothing new........
Use what Talents you possess; The woods would be very quiet is the only birds that sang there were those that sang best. - Bacon
I didn't mean to come across as some sort of asshole.....I just wanted to let everyone that I respect their personal privacy!!!!Today is the last day of my Vacation.
I did get a lot accomplished in regards to my bike. I am sitting here with a glass of Jack Daniels and Diet Coke toasting a job well done!!! I went riding with my father and a friend out to dinner and took some new pic's (with my shitty camera)! So here ya go........
Yes that is my fat ass in the first pic! It is so strange that most of my friends are computer idiots......none have camera's or if they do only their wives or girlfriends know how to work them. I guess since I just spent $4000+ on my bike; a good camera is next!!!
On another note.....I watched the benchwarmers last night!!! Great movie!!! Funny!!!
P.S. This should probably be taped to your bathroom mirror where one could read it every day. You may not realize it, but it's 100% true.
1. There are at least two people in this world that you would die for.
2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way.
3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you.
4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you.
5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep.
6. You mean the world to someone.
7. You are special and unique.
8. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you.
9. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it.
10. When you think the world has turned its back on you take another look.
11. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks.
