Sorry!!! I have been working like a dog, and my wireless internet was down. Looks like I have a lot of catching up to do!!! I am still about 600 miles from home, but should be there sometime in the morning. I promise I will get back to everyone then!!!!
My birthday is friday......38, where has the time gone?
I never did get to take that girl out yet........she probably found someone else???

Well things are getting better for me as a whole. My legs feel better, but I think I will have some little scars. I went riding today.....oh man my bike is running great!!!! I like the cooler weather In the 70's (around 20c+, I think for my European and Canadian friends) and I didn't even need sun block!!! I ate some Mexican for dinner.....I hate eating Mexican here in Arkansas......I am at the Mexican border every week and get some great food down there....but when I come home-just blah!!!
On a lighter side of things....I have been chatting with the woman from my last blog. She seems very interesting and cute!!! She has the bluest eyes!!! She has been very ill this week; so we didn't get to meet.....maybe next week???
I went down to this Biker clubhouse here in town (no I am not a member of any clubs nor will I ever be!!!) and saw some friends I hadn't seen in a while.....long while. My friend Mike became a grandfather 2 months ago. Hell, I didn't know his daughter Heather was even pregnant!!! I showed off my bike, and yes I am proud as hell of her!!! Got good comments and a lot of dropped mouths when I smoked them out doing a burn out. I don't do burnouts much because tires are expensive!!! I had to do one!!!
Well that's it for now.......going back to work tomorrow. I am taking my laptop so I should be able to update on the road!!! Love Ya'll!!!

I promised I would post a new journal....and here it is!!!

I am home again and feel much better after a good nights sleep!!! I had a hell of a week at work. Sometimes I really hate my job, but then there are other days I love my job.....go figure???
I was attacked by fire ants 2 weeks ago and my legs are still an itchy mess!!! I didn't say anything because- out of site out of mind! They attacked me so fast and hard; they drove me out of my pants!!! I was half naked trying to kill them. They are tough little fuckers; if you squish them, they don't die. so I had to burn them off. So imagine me half naked taking a lighter to my body?
On the more positive note.....I just met someone from "myspace", well didn't really meet, we chatted online and she seems very cool! She found me, I didn't go looking for her....which is a nice change of pace!!! I will tell more later as we progress, ok.
I am gonna go adjust me rear brakes on my bike and go for a ride.......best type of therapy I know of!!! If any of you that read this.....if you have a motorcycle (or have a friend you ride with) please post a pic of your (their) scooter. Some of you have already......which is cool!!!!
for the ladies.......

Work has been a bitch this week! I am going to bed and will update later........zzzzzzz

Must go to work! I just saw something on yahoo news/Ap wire about motorcycle airbags.......whaddafuck is what I thought too!!! next thing you know the government will mandate helmets for S&M sex!!!!
I am a bit disappointed in the SG tour OKC is the closest to me. NO Memphis??? Well maybe I will try??? I dunno!!!

Til later........

What a day!!!! I stayed home all day didn't even shower til about an hour ago. I guess I needed a rest and just let my mind veg-out on T.V. and get stupid reading internet news!!! I am off to cook myself some dinner and watch more T.V.!!!!

My friend is doing better!!!! Thanks to everyone for their support!!!!

I had a weird dream the other night. I was kneeling in front of this girl; I never saw her face. She was dressed in black(kinda goth or pseudo punk) and had a rather large scar on her left front shoulder. She asked me about my life.......I said "My life is filled with chaos, but my house is in order." I then put my hand out and she took it......I then woke up. It was so vivid, I rarely remember dreams........but this one stood out!!!

I will post more later, k!

I am home on Saturday.......because my Best Friend (male) had a heart attack yesterday!!!! He is olny 42 and skinny as they come.......never saw it coming!!!! They operated on him last night and put a stint in his artery. I have to leave in a few hours (work never stops), so I will get back to everyone on Monday!!!!



P.S. remember........live everyday as if it was your last!!!!!!!!!!!!

Nobody said a word about my last entry.....so fugetaboutit!!! Let's move on shall we.....
I went riding today.....just paying bills and running errands around town....and I start hearing this weird noise coming from my (left side) rear wheel. I stop and check things out.....everything looks OK. My chain stretched about an inch, no big deal- fix it when I get home!!! As I pull up to the next signal light the noise gets louder!!! I can't hold up traffic so I take off when the light turns green, and it feels like the wheel doesn't want to move!!! Fuck!!! So I limp her home and get in my truck and finish what I started (giving money away, ) I get back home and start looking at the chain, (I bought a new O-Ring chain today) and I see that the bolts that hold the rear sprocket in are moving themselves out!!! The guy I had make the spacers and put them in Didn't I say Didn't use any locktite when he put the wheel back together!!!! They say smoking pot makes some people stupid.....well it makes this guy an imbecile!!! I don't have time to fix it myself so I dropped it off and told him to do it right......next time there will be hell to pay!!!!
My father got a new job today!!! He will be starting in 2 or 3 weeks hauling gasoline and other fuels. He will get to be home every night, which he needs (he ain't getting any younger). I will have to drive by my lonesome self from here on out. I liked working with him!!! We became much closer in the last few years than anytime in my life. We still share a Apartment together....so it won't be like he is gone. I got a job offer today myself. Wanted to pay me less money, shittier truck, less home time.......I told him to fuck off(not in those words), his offer was degrading to my experience as a professional driver!!! I have been driving for over 15 years now....no tickets, a few accidents, never late because I am screwing around. I told him if he can offer over $55,000 a year and weekly home time to call me.......I am sure he will never call!!!
I have to go to work again today......well in the afternoon. So I hope everyone has a great week!!!

4 the ladies!!!

Hello everyone!!! I am back from work.... I go to the Texas/Mexican Border every week. I don't get to have much fun while I am down there.......hell I haven't been to "Boy's Town" in over 10 years!

I do get some time to sit and think or read or ponder our place in the universe. I read 3 books this week.....yes 3 and yes bikers can read.
I recommend this one-strange but good!

This one was good, but predictable.

The last kinda sucked and it was a WW2 book.....mainly guy stuff.

Now I do have a question, but it isn't for any parents out there, because you really cannot answer....you who are parents know this answer already! Have I got you confused already???
If you either disappeared or never existed........would you be missed??? Have you made such an impact on someone else's life or in this world you or your actions would be missed??? See, if you are a parent you can answer yes, because your child's life is dependent upon your life! I was sitting and thinking as I find myself doing quite often....and I was remembering about loves lost and friends left behind......did I ever impact their lives or change them in any way? Do they think about me as I think about them???? I have disappeared 3 times in my life (this was my own choosing) and reappeared 3 times. I even lived off the grid for a while (no taxes, no utilities in my name, no nothing!!!) and it was rough, but I wanted to see if I could do it. I was missed by family, as I was still very young, but I out grew most of those friends I had at the time. I don't know what my mission in life is or what my karma has in store for me! Have I changed someone (for the better) or made my mark in this world? If I am gone tomorrow......was that it? No this isn't a suicide note or anything that stupid.....I was just doing some deep thinking! Will I have children, will the world remember Jeffrey Miller(yes, that's my real name), or am I just another worker bee in the hive???? Strange what your minds thinks of as you sit alone driving on the lonesome American highways!!! That's all for now!!!
I leave you with this-