Haven't been here for ages.
I've grown; older, quieter, wilder
I don't care as much
and yet I do.
That you are distant
hazy, who are you

I walk this way
and you that

There are these amazing
vivid
fucked up
beautiful people over here
They are me

My neck out
my veins straining under the pressure
it is so
hard
the colors are blurring...
the dimensions matching up.

I awoke in the night
to a girl in my bed
she put her mouth all over me

and I become it all