I dont know if i can stay a member on here any longer....brought me happiness and a pain....

well i'm completely single.....not happy about it was hoping i was wrong but no....

im horny.......that is all thank you for listening....

In times like this its really hard to know where I belong in this world I've loved and lost and loved again only to lose again my friends have all either moved away or have dropped me out of there lives so here I go again on my own...

im hurt right now......

I miss my lover.....

Today would have been my wife's 36th birthday.....Im dealing with it the best i can trying not to lose it....

boo

For the first time in a while i broke down today crying i really don't know why? I feel so alone right now and I really don't know how to deal with it. I'm afraid......I don't want to lose her so I want to give her all the space and time she need's but that's where I guess i'm scared. Maybe she will discover she dosent really love me and not want to be with me anymore.More than likely i'm just being a whiny bitch......Well i just needed to rant hope everyone is doing well in s.g land.......SIC

Well once again im alone Jackie needed time with here parents.....i love her with all of my heart and she will only be gone a month but it seems like an eternity...