Well I'm single.

It's bittersweet.

I was in a relationship for five and a half years to a wonderful woman. But she couldn't deal with her issues and wanted me to marry into them. I tried to communicate to her that I wouldn't marry into them, but she just didn't get it. I just couldn't do it anymore. It broke my heart to do it...but I was miserable. So I had to. I had to be an asshole. I had to break the promises I made to her. I had to make her cry. I had to break her heart, because mine had been broken for years.

I feel like a weight has been lifted from my shoulders, but I'm sad for her.

Goddamn the pusher man.

Oh, and as a result of this my trip to Israel is off. Boo. Have to wait til next year now.

Hoorah for life. Fuck it.