Thank you so much for your love, hon. I just feel bad & insecure when other women become pink so quickly. I still have faith I will make it; just proves that it's harder than I thought . As for the guy, yes, it's too soon to tell. I fall way too fast & way too quickly so I will just go w/ the flow. I'll observe him & see what's up. I hate that I am feeling something & am putting my heart out on the line; vulnerability sucks & is so scary!