Time for an update.
First off, my mom just had her last session of chemo therapy yesterday, hooray for that, however the last few have made her really sick. The previous session of chemo, though it had been reduced by 25%, basically rendered my mom a walking corpse. Hurt a lot seeing her like that. But aside from the chemo makin her life shitty she's doing really well. She goes in for a cancer screening in three months then again six months after that, and if all is clear her cancer will officially be in remission which is great cause that will also mean that it wasn't in her blood like the doc's were afraid it might be. My dad is doing great as is his cancer is remission and he has also lost a hell of a lot of weight. For the first time in my life that i have any memory of, my dad is a single flat line from chest to belt. He looks amazing; a completely new person. I'm proud of him.
And now for more shit to throw on the table. I dislocated my shoulder a couple weeks ago and after having it reset i was fine a for a few days then outta nowhere it began hurting like hell again. I went to the doc thursday this past week and he was really concerned and said that I may have torn my labium but that we wouldn't know for sure until we got an MRI done of shoulder. So now i get to deal witht the pain for a few more days, chomp down Vikoden, and still work 60-70 hours a week till noon on thursday next week when im scheduled to go in for the MRI. So im crossin' my fingers and prayin' its just some bad muscle cramping due to it being dislocated but time will tell and either way i'ma pay for it which sucks.
Beyond that, I have nailed down my next tattoo
i'm going to have this mirrored on both of my shoulders then my spine piece which i'm still working on will be bordered by the inner wings.
that's pretty much it, other than my ex basicaly confusing the shit outta me and never saying or denying that she wants to get back together but whenever we are together, everything she does and says screams that she wants me back. I'll be honest, i've thought about simply asking her straight out, but then if I hear her say "I don't care" one more time, i'ma fall apart and it's gona be bloody. Soooooo.....that being said I'm once again reminded of the fact that ive been engaged twice but never married. Really kinda pisses on your parade ya know? So right now i'm writing this blog update and kicking back a six pack of Harp Lager.
Goodnight SG land and all my SG Loves, you are amazing.
First off, my mom just had her last session of chemo therapy yesterday, hooray for that, however the last few have made her really sick. The previous session of chemo, though it had been reduced by 25%, basically rendered my mom a walking corpse. Hurt a lot seeing her like that. But aside from the chemo makin her life shitty she's doing really well. She goes in for a cancer screening in three months then again six months after that, and if all is clear her cancer will officially be in remission which is great cause that will also mean that it wasn't in her blood like the doc's were afraid it might be. My dad is doing great as is his cancer is remission and he has also lost a hell of a lot of weight. For the first time in my life that i have any memory of, my dad is a single flat line from chest to belt. He looks amazing; a completely new person. I'm proud of him.
And now for more shit to throw on the table. I dislocated my shoulder a couple weeks ago and after having it reset i was fine a for a few days then outta nowhere it began hurting like hell again. I went to the doc thursday this past week and he was really concerned and said that I may have torn my labium but that we wouldn't know for sure until we got an MRI done of shoulder. So now i get to deal witht the pain for a few more days, chomp down Vikoden, and still work 60-70 hours a week till noon on thursday next week when im scheduled to go in for the MRI. So im crossin' my fingers and prayin' its just some bad muscle cramping due to it being dislocated but time will tell and either way i'ma pay for it which sucks.
Beyond that, I have nailed down my next tattoo
i'm going to have this mirrored on both of my shoulders then my spine piece which i'm still working on will be bordered by the inner wings.
that's pretty much it, other than my ex basicaly confusing the shit outta me and never saying or denying that she wants to get back together but whenever we are together, everything she does and says screams that she wants me back. I'll be honest, i've thought about simply asking her straight out, but then if I hear her say "I don't care" one more time, i'ma fall apart and it's gona be bloody. Soooooo.....that being said I'm once again reminded of the fact that ive been engaged twice but never married. Really kinda pisses on your parade ya know? So right now i'm writing this blog update and kicking back a six pack of Harp Lager.
Goodnight SG land and all my SG Loves, you are amazing.
JUN 17, 2012 01:06 AM
Sorry about your mom, I'm glad she's feeling better and glad your dad is feeling and looking better too. They sound like fighters, both of them. 
And your ex seems to be playing games. When someone plays hard to get, you play walk away. Trust me, if she really wanted to get back together, she would let you know. Don't waste your time on someone who doesn't deserve you. 
JUN 17, 2012 02:18 PM
JUN 19, 2012 06:24 AM
Your parents sound like fighters, I hope your mother gets better, and I'm glad your father is much better
Also, hope your shoulder is getting better.
and thank you for the support in my set! 
