hey everyone
whats up......updateing again...not much to update...but yeah.....there has been some changes taking place....been having alot of issues with my daughters father....seems he trying to make my girls hate me by telling them awful things.....time to get a lawyer involved and get full custody of them...anyone know a cheap good lawyer...haha....ive been talking to my sister in north carolina and it looks like i may be moving there so i am closer to where my daughters are ..(they are in new hampshire)...it wont be until october...but im kind of excited about a change of scenery....im sure i will be back in cali eventually but with my little girls....but i think i need a change anyways, been going thru alot here in cali....with people i thought were friends....and all that drama...anyways, thats all....wanted to update not like anyone cares....noone really responds or reads my journals....im a loser...lol
love you all
jenn....
whats up......updateing again...not much to update...but yeah.....there has been some changes taking place....been having alot of issues with my daughters father....seems he trying to make my girls hate me by telling them awful things.....time to get a lawyer involved and get full custody of them...anyone know a cheap good lawyer...haha....ive been talking to my sister in north carolina and it looks like i may be moving there so i am closer to where my daughters are ..(they are in new hampshire)...it wont be until october...but im kind of excited about a change of scenery....im sure i will be back in cali eventually but with my little girls....but i think i need a change anyways, been going thru alot here in cali....with people i thought were friends....and all that drama...anyways, thats all....wanted to update not like anyone cares....noone really responds or reads my journals....im a loser...lol
love you all
jenn....
hey everyone....dropping in to update my life........been down and out latley...had alot going on......had a mental breakdown last week and im starting to come out of it.....its a long story i wont go into detail....but it was just alot of drama....and it all finally wore me down....im ok though....been there before.....but im back....hope everyone is doing well..... 
8 GUYS, 2 GIRLS....OH MY!!!!!!
yes it was as it sounds..haha....this past thursday my roomie and i had our friends called to ruin and a couple of their friends crash at our place because they were playing here in town on friday so instead of them cruising all the way back to san jo they stayed here...anyways, they got here around 1 am and we all just hung out until the wee hours of the morn...i had to work at 10 so i was friggin tired the next day....anyways, it was soooo awesome to have them all here....i love them all.....trance, kamikaze and carlos and i go way back.(from thier reaction 31 and motiv days)....i got to meet thier new drummer kasey, their singer kc, and thier friends/roadies fabian, ken and scott (scott and i knew each other already to)...fucking awesome guys, ....on friday we had a bbq and started drinking earliy.....oh boy...then it was off to the show...where we all drank more........and at some point in the night..i had an emotional breakdown and i took off and drove home....shit i remember driving home sorta but not really....when i got home i just broke down, fell into bed and just started bawling....i was in and out of conciousness but i remember hearing everyone come in and then i remember hearing trance, ken, kasey, and carlos saying stuff to me and pulling the covers off my head ...then i was out again, then i heard the party going on that we had planned but i obviously didnt attend....man, i was fucked up.....the next day i think i was still drunk...cuz the whole day i was in a fog and i was extremly shaky all day...my eyes were all swollen...i was feeling like shit emotionally.....i think i was upset also that the guys left on friday night instead of staying like i thought they were......i guess i wasnt feeling the love.....oh well....the time they were here i had a blast...it was great just hanging out, trance went grocery shopping with us....hehe....and kc ended up taking our 2 boy kittens home with him.(he named them buster and chopper awwwwww)...all the boys were playing with the kittens it was soooooo cute....anyways, i love these boys like family and i hope they feel the same about me....til next time...peace out
oh oh...and i have a secret crush....
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yes it was as it sounds..haha....this past thursday my roomie and i had our friends called to ruin and a couple of their friends crash at our place because they were playing here in town on friday so instead of them cruising all the way back to san jo they stayed here...anyways, they got here around 1 am and we all just hung out until the wee hours of the morn...i had to work at 10 so i was friggin tired the next day....anyways, it was soooo awesome to have them all here....i love them all.....trance, kamikaze and carlos and i go way back.(from thier reaction 31 and motiv days)....i got to meet thier new drummer kasey, their singer kc, and thier friends/roadies fabian, ken and scott (scott and i knew each other already to)...fucking awesome guys, ....on friday we had a bbq and started drinking earliy.....oh boy...then it was off to the show...where we all drank more........and at some point in the night..i had an emotional breakdown and i took off and drove home....shit i remember driving home sorta but not really....when i got home i just broke down, fell into bed and just started bawling....i was in and out of conciousness but i remember hearing everyone come in and then i remember hearing trance, ken, kasey, and carlos saying stuff to me and pulling the covers off my head ...then i was out again, then i heard the party going on that we had planned but i obviously didnt attend....man, i was fucked up.....the next day i think i was still drunk...cuz the whole day i was in a fog and i was extremly shaky all day...my eyes were all swollen...i was feeling like shit emotionally.....i think i was upset also that the guys left on friday night instead of staying like i thought they were......i guess i wasnt feeling the love.....oh well....the time they were here i had a blast...it was great just hanging out, trance went grocery shopping with us....hehe....and kc ended up taking our 2 boy kittens home with him.(he named them buster and chopper awwwwww)...all the boys were playing with the kittens it was soooooo cute....anyways, i love these boys like family and i hope they feel the same about me....til next time...peace out
oh oh...and i have a secret crush....
............hey everyone.......
thought i would come on and update my journal....so not much has been going on.....besides losing my job.....being broke as hell now..it sucks....looks like it top ramen for me for awhile....haha...hell i need to lose wieght anyways, other than that....i have just been keeping myself busy on the comp trying to look for a new job...have a few prospects...but..eh....god i need to get out....i need to go out and have a drink....or something....been in this house all day, its hot as hell outside, so ive been in here in the ac all day..my roomie and i interviewed for a new roommate....its good cuz the rent here is high..and now that im jobless it would be hard to afford, 1 guy was kinda strange....the other guy is pretty cool...i think he is the ideal roommate...hopefully he thinks the same of us...haha..ok so thats all that is really going on...ill keep u posted on my crappy life at this moment...lol...peace out
thought i would come on and update my journal....so not much has been going on.....besides losing my job.....being broke as hell now..it sucks....looks like it top ramen for me for awhile....haha...hell i need to lose wieght anyways, other than that....i have just been keeping myself busy on the comp trying to look for a new job...have a few prospects...but..eh....god i need to get out....i need to go out and have a drink....or something....been in this house all day, its hot as hell outside, so ive been in here in the ac all day..my roomie and i interviewed for a new roommate....its good cuz the rent here is high..and now that im jobless it would be hard to afford, 1 guy was kinda strange....the other guy is pretty cool...i think he is the ideal roommate...hopefully he thinks the same of us...haha..ok so thats all that is really going on...ill keep u posted on my crappy life at this moment...lol...peace out
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