pat robertson...
severely edited because i couldn't stand to look at what i wrote 10 days ago.
i'm feeling a little better but my doc says that my cholesterol is a little high. so, i've really got to get my shit together.
i just saw the most depressing documentary called stevie. the guy was abused for a good portion of his life and he became a total mess of a human being and molested an 8 year old. it's a wonder that people aren't asked to get licenses to procreate. this guy's mother didn't even want him after he was born because he was illegitimate. but even being bounced from foster home to foster home, being raped and abused gave him no right to do what he did...but stevie didn't seem to have the proper faculties to deal with what happened to him. a lot of people tried to help him and he was put on medication but ultimately he fucked up.
i saw king kong...jack black was horrible at the end. in some things he is good but this didn't quite fit his quirkiness.
brokeback mountain was good. the religious right is gonna shit if it wins any oscars...o well
i didn't know if i was going to get thru this year but i did it. one day at a time, i will get thru next year...i need a small miracle...a little faith and a little love
happy new year folks..... 
i just saw the most depressing documentary called stevie. the guy was abused for a good portion of his life and he became a total mess of a human being and molested an 8 year old. it's a wonder that people aren't asked to get licenses to procreate. this guy's mother didn't even want him after he was born because he was illegitimate. but even being bounced from foster home to foster home, being raped and abused gave him no right to do what he did...but stevie didn't seem to have the proper faculties to deal with what happened to him. a lot of people tried to help him and he was put on medication but ultimately he fucked up.
i saw king kong...jack black was horrible at the end. in some things he is good but this didn't quite fit his quirkiness.
brokeback mountain was good. the religious right is gonna shit if it wins any oscars...o well
i didn't know if i was going to get thru this year but i did it. one day at a time, i will get thru next year...i need a small miracle...a little faith and a little love
happy new year folks.....
look at that face...feeling and looking a little less bloated.
hedwig is retired for the moment as this great pic shows.
i applied and interviewed for a new job with the humane society. i felt the interview went really well but i haven't heard back from them yet. i interviewed on friday, so hopefully i will hear something tomorrow.
still fucking around on myspace but i'm not quite my exuberant, opinionated, and foul mouthed self there...yet.
i declare 2006, the year of potential sex...with another person!!! the summer of george goddammit!!! also the year of more weight loss, better job, better self esteem,,...you know the usual resolutions.
i know, i know we're not even past xmas yet...
and... scene.
hedwig is retired for the moment as this great pic shows.
i applied and interviewed for a new job with the humane society. i felt the interview went really well but i haven't heard back from them yet. i interviewed on friday, so hopefully i will hear something tomorrow.
still fucking around on myspace but i'm not quite my exuberant, opinionated, and foul mouthed self there...yet.
i declare 2006, the year of potential sex...with another person!!! the summer of george goddammit!!! also the year of more weight loss, better job, better self esteem,,...you know the usual resolutions.
i know, i know we're not even past xmas yet...
and... scene.
well what the fuck do you know about that?
i just renewed my subcription to sg for a fucking year. and i don't know why. i'm hardly ever here. well that's not true. i'm always checking on the beautiful girls and my friends (that is when they actually respond). and i guess the news is interesting when it doesn't seem like the reporter is talking over my head. but, this little microcosm isn't some place that i talk about. not with my friend (the feminist against porn). not with my brother (the born again christian). i did tell my friend and she didn't sound thrilled...but i did tell my therapist that i have an online journal and he thot it was cool. so, sg is my dark little secret. but, i don't think it's all that dark.
this little kid told me he hated me today. i kicked his ass. fucking three year olds think they rule the world. his dad thot i was justified. actually, i just smiled while his dad yanked on his ear a little. it's been a while since i saw a parent pull a child's ear. he was a bratty little fucker.
had a good shit today. it was huge. i looked at it and it looked back at me....that's when i flushed that shit!
i tend to poke people...mostly girls. yeah, i'm an annoying prick sometimes. i'm just very touchy-feely. i'm not touching anything errogenous (no titties or nether regions that is) unless an arm is sex center that i have just discovered....i need to stop tho...someone may take the wrong way. i've been cooped up in my apartment too long...
well family guy is almost on...
tah tah bitches
i'm still rosa parks and rick james bitches 
i just renewed my subcription to sg for a fucking year. and i don't know why. i'm hardly ever here. well that's not true. i'm always checking on the beautiful girls and my friends (that is when they actually respond). and i guess the news is interesting when it doesn't seem like the reporter is talking over my head. but, this little microcosm isn't some place that i talk about. not with my friend (the feminist against porn). not with my brother (the born again christian). i did tell my friend and she didn't sound thrilled...but i did tell my therapist that i have an online journal and he thot it was cool. so, sg is my dark little secret. but, i don't think it's all that dark.
this little kid told me he hated me today. i kicked his ass. fucking three year olds think they rule the world. his dad thot i was justified. actually, i just smiled while his dad yanked on his ear a little. it's been a while since i saw a parent pull a child's ear. he was a bratty little fucker.
had a good shit today. it was huge. i looked at it and it looked back at me....that's when i flushed that shit!
i tend to poke people...mostly girls. yeah, i'm an annoying prick sometimes. i'm just very touchy-feely. i'm not touching anything errogenous (no titties or nether regions that is) unless an arm is sex center that i have just discovered....i need to stop tho...someone may take the wrong way. i've been cooped up in my apartment too long...
well family guy is almost on...
tah tah bitches
i'm still rosa parks and rick james bitches
