Hello my loves!

Alright so life update.. I am doing the Spartan race next April! I am trying to do this at least just once. And fuck maybe I will accomplish it. So in 300 and something's days expect a post of my accomplishment.

Side bar, my lil brother Ethan graduates Friday from the 8th grade! Golly geez I remember when he was born :-(


Okie dokie, sorry so short but took a pill the doctor gave me to help get past the PTSD crap.


XOXO

Wow, so on the news today some lady hung herself on an elementary school play ground. Who the hell would do that?????? That just bothers me so much, on top of the crazy news today a teacher was a arrested for lude acts on children. This year in the news and in my private life has been crazy.

I guess on good news I have a job interview on Monday! I need a job big time so it's crossing fingers and getting all good luck vibes that I can get.

Well, more to type later. I'm off to the mall to hopefully get some new work clothes.

Xoxoxo loves!

Yesterday was my best friends wedding to the love of her life. Now, usually I'm all about weddings and have a blast. But this one was very different. I was originally supposed to be the photographer for the wedding. Then 3 weeks before the wedding she goes and tells me not to even do it, because she found someone else to do it! It had something to do with no experience and such and such, but she had seemed to forgot that when you intern under most photographers who do weddings you help them work a wedding and learn the ropes. It upset me that she would do this especially since I had been looking forward to the wedding and taking the pictures for over 3 years. Oh well, its the past now that she is married. Though I think that there was more to me not taking the pictures than she wanted to tell me, because she had me take my boss as my "date" to the wedding. I don't know maybe I'm over thinking this whole thing. OH but on a great note, I looked AMAZING!!!!! but still didn't get felt up or anything

Well, I should go and shower now, and get all this hair spray out of my hair..

Jess

Wow! I can't believe I move in 4 days to San Diego! It's like a dream to me still, but everything is all packed and shipped out already, all that is left is the few clothes I have to put into a suit case. Now, sadly I have nothing planned for when I get out there but to find a house and job, but those are minor details to a photographer and a wanderer.

So tonight I saw the Avengers. It was awesome, thought I hate to say Blackwidow still not my favorite, but I am trying to get used to her. Captain America and Iron Man killed it, like always. Each actor in the film brought in their own acting style and uniqueness to their characters that mashed really well in the end. Next movie I can't wait for is BATMAN!!!

On the phone with my boss, listening to him rant for over an hour or so. I need to be saved from this phone call.....