Everything is weird right now. I'm not very happy with the way life is. I need to make some changes. Tomorrow I'm going to make a plan.

Thank goodness for music. It gets me through all the rough times.

Lisa Papineau is amazing!

So out of nowhere, someone has come along, and completely stolen my heart. I never expected it to happen so soon. Nor did I expect it to be this intense. What's happening is so very exciting, I can't even put it into words. But I tried:

Beneath the harbor lights
I got lost in your eyes
a thousand times
Let's never go home
Make these moments last forever
I listen to you
challenging the laws of biology
as your words go straight
from my ears to my heart

show me how to start a fire
i feel you knocking at my heart's door
matches and kerosene in hand
all i have is hope
all we need is time
i'd be content
spending all my nights
with you beneath
the harbor lights

i'm single.

it's weird how someone can just fall out of love with you. after 3 years. and immediately fall in love with someone else. now she's with him.

will the perfect girl ever come along?

feeling a little better. put the picture back up.

no more shirtless picture. i'm too ugly for that shit.

SKI BALL BITCHES!!

patience jason. patience.

is there something about me that is horribly unattractive? am i really THAT boring? what am i doing wrong?

i love my girlfriend.

i am a failure as a boyfriend because i can not make her feel better when she is unhappy.