Hello all who read this


So the last month for me has been very interesting at work. I work as a quality engineer at a aerospace manufacturer. Lately I have poured over blueprints and butt heads with design engineers and im burned out. A failure is a failure and a bandaid over a bullet wound doesn't work. Anyways im just one voice among many i hope I will be heard.

In other news some of my friends have told me that I am somewhat anti social . That kinda hurt hearing that . I have spent a lot of time thinking about it and I guess i sort of am. Since my retiring from the army I definitely don't get out as much as i used to but i don't drink as much as I used to either. Im not a drunk but I was self medicating with alcohol. My VA rep isn't very helpful and I am very bitter about my treatment with the VA and other civilian doctors. I spent 7 years and 3 tours in Iraq and sacrificed relationships and for my country and i deserve better. I can't walk through a metal detector without having to strip search and show a doctors note and my VA id card. well there is my rant.

In other news my little frenchie and I went for a road trio to Portland and then to bend for fun and to check out some vacation property. Here she is in the back of my car , she was very tired . She is a great travel companion even with all her farting !

So life is good . Got promoted at work recently so living large ! I also added to my glock collection , awesome . Anyways I am also trying to arrange a new experience with someone and its difficult trying to meet up when we both have busy schedules . I'm super excited though !

Also I got some more pics of me that I will be posting soon.

Oh man its a bud light platinum and yager shots night !!!! I'm sure I will be taking naked pics of me soon !


lol and here it goes


Me getting ready

Just doing some zombie apocalypse preparing at home.

Well all is going well in my life for once. My Dog Daisy unfortunately passed on from a brain tumor but she wont suffer anymore. She was my fist boxer and she was a great dog through all my deployments she was always waiting for me even after year long trips to the sand.

On a good note I started a new job at a big aerospace manufacturing near Seattle !!!! Im an engineer and I get very well compensated. So now I can relax a bit and adjust to civilian life again . Kinda like a fresh start for me. Its quiet in my house witth just my little french bulldog Jasmine but we manage just fine.

The weather is clearing up so now her and I can go hiking again and go shooting up in the Cascades. Cant wait

So as a veteran and an americwn I think its pretty important how we treat our service men and women. So I have a couple combat related iniuries including some shrapnel that cannot be removed and every time i go through airport security they almost tackle me like I'm carrying a gun or something. So I go to the VA hospital once a month for a checkup and see a counselor also about my Ptsd , well now I guess there isn't enough money for me to go as often as i normally do . Ok fine but then he said well you should go toregular doctor and get the same treatment...... I was pretty upset with that statement because he basically told me that getting hurt in combat and fighting for our freedom doesn't entitle me to treatment if im wounded. Thank you congress for cutting spending on VA care for the people who need it tye most and have paid the price for it.

So on Christmas day my fence blew down so I spent the 26th buying wood and rebuilding the fence. My two dogs were no help at all ! And my neighbors would walk by and make comments on how now my fence will make their fences look like crap . Lol who cares . I put it up all by myself and it wasnt too hard but I would have rather been drinking beer or playing PS3 or just hanging with the dogs.

Here is Jasmine in the kitchen with me making Christmas dinner



Oh and here is a gift I got and it tastes weird




Oh and here is an old photo of me and two of my battle brothers, I'm on the left

wow another night with family.......................

Im broken and tired... I may only be 28 years old but Im already ruined. I love the holidays and especially Christmas !! But crap I cant deal with even my relatives. IMaybe Im so jaded from the war and the military that I cant even enjoy hanging out with my family but geez, I should be able too. I have soo much shrapnel left in my body that I cant fly without permission from a senator and congress cause I set off every metal detector. But fuck I cant decorate a tree without without feeling weird. Help I guess . Oh wait nobody gives a fuck cause its not Vietnam. You know its over a million who have fought in the Iraq and Afghanistan wars since 2001. I have been 3 years plus and no real medals, does that make me a loser? No because I have been a medic and a radar guy. WTF . I never was EOD or some cool shit like that but I know I saved more lives than that.




Thank you and goodnite
I just wanna live a normal life somewhere quiet. I think Canada is quieter than here. I know I am bitching but really who cares if my own government doesn't care.????????

Hello SG land !!!

Well today was great ! I got pulled over today because my plates were from out of state..... I just got back to Washington state from another state where I was on Federal orders to live and work there. The Seattle cop hassled me for 10 minutes but when I asked for a shift supervisor to talk to he said I was free to go. I have lived In Washington all my life with the exception of about 6 years in the sandbox and other shitty places.

Oh well I didnt let it ruin my day

Today also I went to buy more ammo to replace what I used the other day I went shooting.
Here is where I went, beautiful



On another note I got my Dog a new scarf !!!


Another good thing that happened today was I made a new contact with a possible employer. I have alot of schooling and experience with RF and thats what they need so Im excited to see how that turns out !