It will forever be beyond me how someone can tell another that "I love you so much ... you're all I think about" and literally overnight go to "I can't be with you, but I still am IN love with you".

It's killing me, but I know I have to move on. The question is ... to remain friends??? I loved her, too (possibly still do), but it just wouldn't be fair to me to sit back and take it.

Things are pretty fucked right now ...

" ... The sun shines every day, even though you might not get to see
No matter who, no matter where, no matter - weather permitting
The miracle is that sometimes it can burn just for you ... "
- Blues Traveler

Hope everyone is having a great week!!!

It's funny what a few days can do. I've done a complete one eighty from my first blog entry ... I had the best day I've had in a long time! There's really not much to say except that I hope it holds.

That's all. I just wanted to pass on my good mood to everyone ... go about your business (and have a great fucking day!!!) Out.

Both fortunately and unfortunately, I'm the type of person whose brain is always moving (it can be a burden sometimes). It's worked out in my favor this time, however, because I've had a lot of time to think about my issue concerning my best friend (please refer to my last blog entry).

I've come to the conclusion that I'm just concerned about this guy she's dating. I know he's kind of a player and I fear that once he gets what he wants from her he'll break her heart. I was with her through a recent break up and it tore me up to see her like that (broken hearted).

If I could find someone for her I would, but that's easier said than done. I'm just going to keep my fingers crossed for her and be there if she needs me.

It's been a busy and exhausting weekend ... I'm out.