someone reinstated my account. now i have three more free months of beautiful nude women. i wonder who did it? i can't say for sure; i certainly don't know anybody that would want me to have an account here. either way, i'm back!

this is vienna:


--mel

back from europe.
saw paris, rome, florence, pisa, amsterdam, london, reading, bristol, munich, schwartzenburg, vienna, and salzburg.
saw a few banksys in london.
got spanked in paris, outside the moulin rouge.
became a believer in rome.
slept overnight outside the airport in pisa.
went crazy at primark & h&m in london.
but, happy to be back in orange county!
now, back to the beach, and shopping!



graffiti. alserstraße, vienna, austria


u-bahn, vienna, austria.

out of schoool!!!!
it's summertime.

i got another tattoo.
but it's healing badly (bruises!!) and i don't wanna look like i don't know how to care for it,
so i'll post a picture once it's doing a little better.

just put in my two weeks' notice to work yesterday.

then june 6 i go to palm springs, then vegas.

then june 15 it's off to europe!
after that, who knows what will happen. :]

if you're so prone to accidents and misunderstandings you may accidently misinterpret honesty for selfishness. we're two human beings, individually, with inherent interest in each other and how we relate. if you're still prone to accidents and misunderstandings you won't understand me or my motivation for being alone. we're just two human beings, individually, with inherent interest in each other and how we relate. considering everything, me leaving with regrets only makes sense. i'll see you when we're both not so emotional.

:[

watch what i can do!



i learned how to skateboard this week.
well, ok, i learned how to not fall off a longboard.
it's kind of the same thing.
i skate goofy,
my friend said, "try skating switch"
i did, and i fell off the back of the board,
right onto my tailbone.
squatting hurts now :[

wanna learn how to skate better.
practice makes perfect.

also bought suicidegirls magazine.
it was only $10. kinda nice.
it will be a nice gift in the mail
i'll "read" it as a reward for finishing putting together my gallery show.

i bought this this week.
it's so much fun.
i get a lot of looks.




it's a scion xa release series 3.0
there's only 2100 of them with this color and body kit.
i'm proud of it. $17,000.



rip old car.
to the junk heap you go. :[

i actually tried to buy the same car that i had
but i could only find them with like 70,000 miles.
haha, yeah right.
i drive about 20,000 miles a year
no way i could buy a car with that many miles already!

i finally got my pin-up colored in.
traditional style, all the way.
it stings, and the skin is all bruised underneath.



i always forget how much tattoos hurt
i complain the whole time
that i will never get another one.
and then right as the tattooer finishes,
i see it, smile,
and ask when i can make an appointment for the next one!

i'm the biggest baby about being tattooed, though.
really.
i whine so much.

I changed my alias to Honeybee--

It's my name origin. I also have one tattooed on my foot for that reason.

I applied to be an SG and I had wanted that to be my SG name. But then I decided not to pursue being an SG.

My boyfriend would leave me. And I love him too much for that. And yes, it is an absolute. He WOULD leave me. He doesn't even like that I regularly browse the site. He hates that I'm a member. He won't even look at photos if I pull them up to show him how beautiful some of the SGs are. Or if he does give a photo a glance, he will immediately say that it's disgusting.

He thinks it's porn.
It is.
But he thinks it's porn on the same level as a softcore video.
Or even a hardcore video.
There's no distinction, to him.

These "Christians", like him, who will have regular, raunchy, down and dirty pre-marital sex but are disgusted by tastefully-taken photos of girls on the web (girls who are much better-respected and adored than your average softcore actress) are a mystery to me. But I guess it's my own fault for falling for him.

I live in a world full of bigots.

I'm getting the pin-up on my leg colored in on March 5. I'm counting down the days. So excited. :]

we (i mean, my group) has decided on a name for our gallery exhibition. it's really fun to finally have a theme that we can run with and really develop into something exciting.

additionally, i'm training for a better-paying position at work. so far it's going alright. although the fact that i'm in a sexual harassment case against another co-worker has created some factions and schisms, basically, i don't get along with many people at work. oh well, i have friends in other places, the world doesn't revolve around my job.

i got my fringe trimmed. finally! it was always in my eyes. big haircut for later, when i have some more money.

right now i have to save. taking a travel course to england in the summer.

speaking of which, i really need to apply for a passport.

i need it by april. i should get on that.